Journal #103

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At my lowest again

Life has been too heavy lately. Sometimes I wonder how I ended up here, how the weight of life could press me down so far that even the things I love start to feel distant.

My eyes just could not hold these tears back. I'm starting to lose interest in doing things. And my heart just feels a deep sadness.

But I realize that being at my lowest also means there's nowhere else to go but up.

Yes, I'm at my down times. But I'm also in the safest hands I could ever be in. My scars are not proof of defeat, but of survival. My tears are not wasted, but watered prayers.

Tired, but this person is not giving up 🥺

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