Maybe It was You

Old love.

Sitting on the plane with the crew I sit by my self putting my head phones in listening to some of my old songs as I look out the window looking at the pretty view. It was beyond gorgeous.

We are on our way too finish the second leg of our honeymoon tour, the first leg was amazing in the Us really me and justin got to perform a lot together it was fun we were always good friends, everything in my life was perfect really besides one thing. During the first leg during the touring sean an I split up. I wasn't really upset about it though, we kinda split in the most mature way I have with any of my Exs. Part of me will always have a love for sean I mean he was a great guy but the distant an touring got to much. Remembering the break up like it was yesterday, I close my eyes replaying it.

Walking into the dressing room seeing a sad Sean playing with my lion necklace on my table. "Hey baby." I say softly resting my head on his back. "Hey, you did good. Amazing as always." He says dully trying to smile. Catching on to the mood I grab his hand sitting him in the couch, "what's wrong?"

Feeling the tension in the room grow, I look over Sean's face softly, it's like he hasn't slept it years. I feel do bad for him. We have been arguing alot lately, he hasn't liked that ive been hanging with Richard and justin a lot. Easy to say a lot of trust issues between the two of us. "I don't know how to say this.." He says sadly on the verge of tears. "Ariana I'm always gonna love you.. You had my heart for longer than anyone, but I can't do this.. Constantly not seeing you is hurting me more than it's should. I constantly am causing us to fight, I want you... I want you happy baby. I know I'm not doing my job for that anymore. I feel like we are two worlds apart...I just want you in my arms again, I wanna feel madly inlove again but I feel like our time for that.. Is over." He says as we both have tears in our eyes, knowing everything he is saying is right but I guess hearing it once in for all was the knife In the heart. "Id like to say we gave it a try.. I'd like to blame it all on life.. Maybe we just weren't right..." I sing softly only having more tears fall from my face. "I guess when you right a songs about someone and it comes true it breaks your heart more.." I say a he nods softly whipping the tears from my face, "I've been listening to "best mistake" for the past 48 hours and I've never cried so much. Ari I'm sorry baby... We just need this, our touring and the guys everything  it's breaking us more than building us.." He says while I nod slowly. "I agree..." I say softly letting go of his hand as he stands slowly walking to the door, just as he grabs the knob my voice breaks as I call him, "Sean.. You were the best mistake I've ever made.. I love you no matter what, good luck with the tour I wish you the best." I say softly looking over the couch "same for you ari.. And never forget that no matter what you hear.." he mumbles back before walking out the door. No hug,no kiss, no fighting for one another, just goodbye I guess that's how it's happens when you let someone you really once loved go.

Whipping the few tears I didn't even know I let fall, as I see two people come sit by me from the corner of my eye, "ari!!!" Brian and Scotty said.

"Yes boys." I laugh softly stoping the sad song I once wasn't able to listen to As I look at the two. "You excited we are almost done with the European leg!!! " they say together says nod smiling, "yes I get to do what I love best idiots." Ooo

"Good now come see the crew wants to show you something in the back of the plane." Brian says grabbing my hand as I notice Ricky's with them two. Giving him a soft smile as I walk Ahead to the back of the plain. Me and Ricky have gotten really close over the past leg he was really there for me every since me and Sean began fighting.

"What do Yall have for me?" I ask as I turn to the three boys smiling like idiots, grabbing the handle as I open the door seeing everyone jump up, "the fuck?" I say laughing at everyone holding a big sign,