Maybe It was You

The real insperation

I've been completely MIA after thanks giving ever since December 1st I had Eric matin tommy and Ron all come over and help me set up my home studio.

It took us two whole days and since than i haven't left, Frankie has came to chill with me for a bit well more like listen. It's December 6 today and In the past 4 days I have written 5 songs that I'm gonna put out as a Christmas episode.

Frankie fucking loves them, simply because he has been here every day hearing me make the songs, but today I'm simply recording and having fun in the "studio". Lol it's really just an electrical table with my computer all kinda of musical button and a like cover thing that connects a microphone and shit into the recording equipment .

Strauss has never left his mommy side to. I haven't even been on my phone which, isn't a normal thing because I always have to post stuff for my babes or they get pissed. But its  ok I love them and they make me laugh.

I was currently laying in my big huge bean bag with Strauss cuddled up in a blanket. I wanna go through  the songs one more time, before I decide to record them to make sure if there is any line I wanna change up. I still haven't decided and episode name for the 5 songs.  It's gotta be different creative.

Looking over the sheet for wit it this Christmas, just ya know making sure it's all together and perfect because everyone of these songs... Are bout Ricky. Ops, speaking of Ricky I miss my baby, I have seen him since thanksgiving. It was so long ago ughhhhh.

"Alright grande wanna start recording!?" Martin and Tommy ask walking into the "studio". Getting up from my bean bag that's been my bed for the past week I stand slowly cracking my back as the both whence. "Was that your back or fucking bubble wrap!" Martin asks as I chuckle.

"My back, I know it's terrible."

"How can such a tiny thing be so fucking loud!?" Tommy asks as I chuckle shoving them both. "Shut the fuck up." I say Rollin my eyes as they both step over to the recording table and I walk around to the lil cover with Strauss following behind. 

"Alright start from the beginning of wit it this Christmas." They says while I take a deep breath. "Let's go.." I say softly as the music begin to play.

After recording both with it this Christmas and not just on Christmas. They let me take a break to get a snack from the kitchen and something to drink as they go over the two songs seeing if we need to re record for mistakes and things.

Picking Strauss up into my arms I walk into the kitchen setting him down as sit on the floor in front him, "is mommy doing a good job?" I ask as he raises his face to kiss me nodding his head. O my god I love this dog, trying to be like Ricky and get him to high five me he looks down at my hand than back up shaking his head. "I guess you only do that with daddy huh?" I ask as he parks jumping up.

"You miss daddy? Me too!" I say as he runs away and out of the kitchen. "And I guess you had enough of mommy.." I mumble standing up, walking to the fridge and freezer to find me something to snack on. Seeing some edamame beans I warm me them up into the microwave, looking for me something  to  drink. Propping my foot up onto the counter as the microwave dings I split open the bag digging into the healthy yum snack.

Eating in complete silenced hear a phone ding as I look around seeing where I came from. Seeing my phone now on the counter I look at it a bit confused, well I guess I left it here last night i don't I can't remember.

Reaching for it with out having to move my comfortable stance, I unlock it seeing that Alexa was texting me telling me to face time her.

Clicking the bottom I call her propping my phone up as I continue to eat my food while it rings.