Maybe It was You

Features or futures.

Seeing a bright light shine over my face I rub my eyes softly feeling an empty space beside me, as I look to my side noticing Ricky gone. Pouting softly I crawl out of our bed slipping on my slippers as I look over to see him sitting on the balcony starring off.

Slowly walking up not wanting to scary him do the fact his ass may fall. I slowly wrap my arms around his torsos as he rest his hand on my tiny arm, "morning beautiful." He says sliding off the railing wrapping his arms around me as his back faces the sun, leaning his butt on the metal. Looking up at his face I smile setting my hands over his perfect jaw, "goodmorning Richard," I say softly.

"Why you up so early baby? You should be sleeping you need rest before rehearsals." He says rubbing his hands softly over my half exposed butt. "You weren't there, I got lonely." I say as he giggles leaning down kicking my legs from under as he holds me effortlessly. "My apologize ma'am.." He says as he gently sets me back into my spot on the bed, crawling between my legs resting his face on my chest. "Better?" He asks wrappings he arms around. "So much.. Don't leave again.. Mister." I mumble closing my eyes as he chuckles placing a kiss over my neck. "Your so beautiful.." He murmurs running his fingers slowly down my hip.

Smiling at his words I run my fingers through his short hair, "if you say so."

"Your perfect baby gurl, Jesus Christ I'm so thankful you love me." He says as his hands brush over my tattoo, making his dimples pop from happiness.

"That I do. So so very much." I say as he looks up at me, "Ari if I asked you two years ago where'd you be would you think it be with me?"

"No baby, I wouldn't. But grateful that I am. Why?" I ask as he just shakes his head laying it back on my chest. Watching him for a bit I could see the curiosity written all over his face, and I didn't like not knowing what it was about. "Baby what you thinking about?" I ask pulling his face up to mine, as he move he look at me with uncertainty.

"Richard..what is it.." I ask again as he sighs, "I'm scared to tell you.."

Scrunching my face at his words I shake my head softly while I rub over his deep stubble, "baby you have no need to be scared about talking to me.." 

"After we went to bed last night I woke up around 5;40 from a dream..I couldn't sleep after that." He says making my eyes widen, he honestly only slept 2 hours since we got home last night after Disney. "Baby, why? What was the dream. Was it bad why didn't you wake me." I go on rambling as he bits his lip looking down, I could tell this was hard for him but why..

"No it wasn't.. It was actually an amazing one that, I just.. I don't know, just don't see happening." Hey mumbles barely understandable as he stops taking a deep breath before continuing, "I dreamt.. That we got married." He says not daring to look at me in the eyes.

With his words repeating my head I could feel my heart skip a beat each time,

I dreamt.. That We got married.

Holy shit, million of emotions and thoughts pulling through my brain but one that sticks out the most why the fuck he doesn't see it happening..! Like Jesus, why would he say or think that.

Feeling a tad bit frustrated I snap kinda taking him by surprise, "why the fuck you don't see it happening."

"Wait.. Your not mad that I dreamt that? " he asks looking up at me, oh now he wants to look. "No. Why would I be mad about what you dream? You can't control it." I say in a duh tone but quickly continuing before he could speak, "I'm mad because you just told me you can't see it happening.. Like the fucks that suppose to mean?"

"Wait.. So are you saying you'd wanna marry me?" He asks with a small smile playing on his lips with a beautiful shine glowing in his eyes. God why can't I stay mad at this Boy, "I mean.. I don't know, Yas.. Maybe.." I say running my fingers in my hair as he boosts him self over me on to his forearms beside my sides.