Nerves & Confusion

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I begin to get in a panic. I don't understand why, but from the moment I met Theo he makes me anxious.

I have yet to determine why or if it is a good or bad thing. After all I am a professional and have worked with many good looking men.

Did I just admit he is good looking.?

Even when I was doing some of my indie films, the nerves where different.

Let me tell you some of those scenes where pretty personal and exposed me sexually but I didnt feel the way I do now.

I find myself battling internally. "Your a professional Shai, get it together."

As soon as I have composed myself, I go into my closet and stare...What to wear?

I decide to go with skinny jeans, converse, and a black tee.

Why am I so worried about my outfit, I think to myself.

Just then I hear a knock on my door.

I take a deep breathe before I open the door

He is standing there with some flowers and a huge smile on his face, and all I can hear in my mind is...

"He will be the death of me."


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