Until eternity

Confession Time

Shai POV

I can't believe Theo heard me, and I can't believe I just told him about my dream. Yes I left out some parts, but I don't want him to become uncomfortable or get the wrong Idea.

I mean he does have a girlfriend after all, I can only imagine what she will think of me if she finds out. I don't feel like I have to worry about that though.

I know I can trust Theo not to say anything. He seems so worried about me, and I am greatful for it.

He is holding me in his arms and it feels like home. You know when your with your family, that sense of security you get. Like no matter what you do or say, they will always be their for you.

I realize I just confessed I have had this dream multiple times, and I'm relieved he hasn't asked for details.

I decide to break the silence and his hold, because we really shouldn't be in this position, I mean it isn't right considering he has a girlfriend, and we are not family. 

As much as I could stay that way for a long time, I must be careful. I don't want him to get the wrong idea about me.

I tell Theo, I am going to take a shower and he offers to make me some tea, he says it will calm my nerves and help me sleep.

When I have showered and gotten dressed, I hear Theo coming towards my room. He knocks waiting for me to say its okay to let him in.

I'm sitting in bed drinking the tea, when Theo decides to break our silence. 

"Shai I'm sorry you were having a bad dream, but remember its just a dream. I'm okay, nothing is going to happen. Its probably all the stress from starting a movie series. I know I've had anxiety about making the fans happy, and you reassured me I would be fine. Now I want to do the same for you. You are good, we are good. We are gonna get through this and be bad asses for it." 

That last comment he gives with a smile, and makes me laugh. That is something I love.... I mean like about him. He has a natural way of easing the tension. 

When I finish my tea, I thank Theo and tell him good night. He gives me a big hug and heads for the door.

Before he makes it out of my room I call his name. 

"Theo, thank you for caring so much. Your a great friend and I'm glad we met." He just smiles and says, "As are you, Shai."

I smile and wish him good night, and he tells me sweet dreams. I lay my head on my pillow. I close my eyes and hope it doesn't happen again.

Theo POV

I'm sitting on the couch, waiting till Shai falls asleep, that dream must have been terrible. I could hear her screaming from across the way with my door shut. 

I wonder why she has been having this dream about me more than once. Did I do, or say something to bring this on?

I've been watching TV for the last 30 minutes and decide to go check on her. I peek into her room and see she is sleeping.

She looks peaceful, but I decide to sit in her chair for awhile, to make sure she will be okay. Before I do I walk over to her and cover her with her blanket.

"Thank you, Theo," she says without opening her eyes, and curls up under the blanket. I smile and whisper your welcome. I'll be here if you need anything.

I grab an extra pillow and blanket and go sit in the massive recliner she has next to her bed.  I'm watching her sleep and before I know it, my eyes start to get heavy and sleep takes over me.