Love is a complicated thing. Shailene Woodley has never found that special one. She has been in a few relationships but none of them felt like forever, that is until one guy walks in and turns her
world upside down. The unfortunate thing is he is i...
We've finally made it back to Zoe's place. We decide to go ahead and get everything ready so we can put it in the fridge, and not have to worry about messing with it later, when everyone gets here.
Me and Ruth hug Zo and tell her we will see her later tonight. Its still pretty early so I think I will go take a nap for awhile. My ankle is a little sore from all the walking but I need to get my strength back for when we go back to filming.
Me and Ruth are hauling all our bags into the apartment when Theo comes around the corner with no shirt on, and a pair of sweats that sits just a little to low for comfort. He offers to get Ruth's bags but she insists he takes mine to my room for me.
Of course he doesn't hesitate, and as much as I want to object, I just let him. Ruth calls to me as I am following Theo to my room. He hesitates but keeps walking and I turn to her with a smile.
Yes I say, she just thanks me for a fun day, and tells me she hopes we can do it again. I nod in agreement. I stand there until I see her walk into Theo's room, and with a sigh I head to mine. I was hoping Theo would just drop them and leave but he didn't.
I walk into my room and don't see Theo, I call his name and he tells me he's in my closet. I slowly walk in there and he is setting my bags on the shelf.
I head to sit on the bench and thank him for his help. He just turns and looks at me and I know he has something to say.
I can't take the silence, so I try to make conversation.
"Hey I really had a great day today with Ruth. She is such a sweet girl." "I'm glad she is warming up to us. I didn't want her to feel like an outsider."
Theo is just looking at me, and I feel like his eyes are staring deep into mine. "For god sakes Theo what is it" I say. You look like you want to say something, so spit it out. I don't realize I sound a bit pushy and he just laughs a little.
I go to stand up so I can walk out of the closet and clumsy me I trip over one of the boxes on the floor, and fall straight into his arms.
"Honestly Shai, how many times am I going to have to save you." I think I'm gonna have to start following you around with a net or something." I start laughing, and realize I'm still holding on to his chest.
His chest, he doesn't have a shirt on, and I start to get nervous, the butterflies are kicking in and I look up into his eyes and say thanks.
I try to act cool, and tell him it better be a big net obviously, and we are just gazing into each others eyes.
Those eyes, I could never get tired of looking at them. I clear my throat, and tell Theo I'm tired and am going to take a nap. He seems to snap out of whatever trance we where just in, clears his throat and puts his hand out for me to go first.
I lay down on my bed and Theo hands me a blanket from the chair next to my bed. He heads to my door when I call his name.
"Theo, I know you had something to say to me earlier, what was it?" He tells me never mind, to forget it, and with that comment I turn to my side and close my eyes. Normally I would push for an answer, but with Ruth here, I just let it go.....for now..
I hear my door shut, and all I can tell myself, is "Theo, little do you know."
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It doesn't take long for me to realize I'm dreaming again, but this time I'm standing in a room and there is a sign written on what looks like old boards. "There is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable."
I walk up to the sign and put my fingers on it as I take in what it says. I feel someone's arms wrap around me. I close my eyes, and whisper "Theo." I take in his smell, and I can hear my heart pounding. (I know I'm dreaming but this time, I'm not going to let it pass. I'm going to ride this dream out as long as it will last.) He starts singing in my ear and I start swaying with his arms wrapped around me.
Little do you know How I'm breaking while you fall asleep Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories Little do you know I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece
Little do you know I need a little more time
Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside I've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight
Little do you know I need a little more time
I'll wait, I'll wait I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait I promise you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait The love is here and here to stay So lay your head on me
Little do you know I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep Little do you know All my mistakes are slowly drowning me Little do you know I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know I, I love you 'til the sun dies
Oh wait, just wait I love you like I've never felt the pain, Just wait I love you like I've never been afraid, Just wait Our love is here and here to stay So lay your head on me
I'll wait (I'll wait), I'll wait (I'll wait) I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait (I'll wait) I promise you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait The love is here and here to stay So lay your head on me Lay your head on me So lay your head on me
'Cause little do you know I, I love you 'til the sun dies
I turn to look in his eyes and our breathing becomes one, Its like I can see deep into his soul and he can see deep into mine. I go to speak, and he puts his finger on my lips. He leans in closer and our lips are barely touching each others, but I want him so desperately to kiss me, and when he finally does, its euphoria. My body pulls in closer to his and he wraps me tighter, our lips are moving in sync, and when we come up for air, I look deep into his eyes and tell him, "I think I've always missed you, even before we met." He looks deep into my eyes, and pulls me in for another kiss, and with that my dream fades with a knock on my door.
