Edward the Wolf (twilight fanfiction)

Chapter 17

Finally

The evening went as usaual exepct I went downstairs to please Esme. I was getting ready to sleep. I entered my room from the bathroom and I noticed couple of pills on my nightstand with a galass of water. I grimaced and shook my head. I got comfortable in my bed and slowly fell asleep

When I opened my eyes I was standing on the usual spot in the woods on four legs. I didn't hesitate and started to run on the now familiar path. I put all my strength in the run. I was determined to get there in time.

When I saw the meadow the vampire was ready to lunge at Bella who was calmly standing there. No emotions were shown on her face. I growled and that distracted the vampire. It turned toward me as I entered the clearing. I didn't give time for the bloodsucker to move, I instantly started to tear the leech apart. When I ripped his head off I finally saw who was it and rage took over my body.

James.

With a roar I threw his head away. I turned to a thankfully very alive Bella, her eyes where full of trust. She smiled as she spoke. "You are ready."

Then she vanished into thin air.

I woke up, panting. I got out of my bed and walked out to my balcony. The cool air was refreshing. I started to think about the dream.

It felt good that I protected Bella even if it was a dream. Maybe, just maybe I can do that in real life, protect her and earn her trust and just simply be with her. I smiled a little because it was the first time my thoughts about us being together didn't turned into negative ones.

I was relieved because it didn't seem like these dreams would continue, logically they should stop because I saved Bella, there was nothing left to do there.I was also curious if the usual nightmares would come back or finally I got rid of them. It would be a pleasant change, that was for sure.

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At breakfast my hole family thought that I lost my mind at first. I didn't blame them, I was suddenly happy again or it is better to say that the life returned in me. At first they all were staring at me in silence and any other day that would have made me angry but that day I was too happy to care. Because the first time since I had seen Bella I wasn't so pessimist about being with her, I had hope. It probably looked idiotic that from a dream my perspective changed so much, but it looked like all I needed was Bella to believe in me.

After the others' temporary shock had worn off they started talk happily again, maybe even more cheerfully before I had entered. Once I sat down I ate a lot, I didn't even realise I wasn't eating properly the last couple of days.

After breakfast everyone went to do their own stuff. Emmett and Jasper went patrolling. While Carlisle was reading and Esme was looking blueprints upstairs. Rose and Alice were painting their nails in the living room. That was one of my reasons why I was up in my room. The smell of the nail polish was too much for my sensitive nose.

The other reason was that I didn't want my family to notice my anxiety. I didn't know what caused it but it was sure as hell that it grew with every second. I just knew that I needed to be somewhere else. The problem was that I didn't know where.

I was curled into a ball on the top of my bed, I was trying to chase away the sick feeling in the bottom of my stomach while rubbing my chest because I felt a strange tightening feeling inside there.

I was trying to fall asleep to have a break from the sick feeling when the front door was burst open. With a jolt I sat up and ran downstairs. The others were already there, standing around a panting Emmett. The knot in my stomach tightened and I knew that whatever he was about to say wasn't good.

"We caught a vampire's scent." And I was right.

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Cliffhanger! Not the last I can promise that ;)

Thanks for reading it and sorry for the grammar mistakes, I hope you liked it.