Edward the Wolf (twilight fanfiction)

Chapter 21

Back to school, back to her

I decided that I would take things slowly with Bella. I won't tell her my secret, like they usually do when they imprint on a human. I would first show her my human side. Then when I felt like she was ready, I would show her the monster.

Though I would probably do that at the last possible second, because I was terrified that she would want nothing with me, when she knows the truth.

As I decided this, I felt excitement took over my body and I just wanted to go to school and see her.

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It was Monday finally. I wanted to jump with joy. I was up and ready to go to school pretty early. But this time it was because of the excitement, not because of the nightmares. In fact I hadn't have one, just falshes of Bella. She was so beautiful, I just wanted to kiss her. In the images I saw her at the meadow again, she was smiling at me and I was in the wolf form, but she seemed happy with me.

I was thinking about of this new kind of dream when I heard the first noises from my siblings. Finally they were awake! Esme was already up and making breakfast. Carlisle wasn't home, he had a night shift in the hospital.

After 15 minuets Esme announced that breakfast was ready. I was instantly in the dining room attacking the food like it was a damn vampire, pretty much like every other wolf in the room. Esme and Alice just looked each other and shook their heads.

I was the first who finshed breakfast and after I bid goodbye to Esme, I was out by my car waiting impatiently for the others. I heard Emmett grumbling about how impatient I was, but I didn't care he would be worse if the roles were swapped.

When my siblings were in the car I took off to school. We were almost late, again. Maybe werewolves were fast, but it's sure as hell that we liked to eat and sleep. When I got out of the car I instantly looked for the red rusty truck. It was across the parking lot, but it was there. I sighed in relief.

The morning classes went agonising slowly because I was anxious to see my angel, but they also went too fast because at the same time I was afraid what I would say to her. She was probably still mad at me after our last talk or maybe the argument would be a better world. I had to make this right with her or I had no chance with her.

When the bell rang signalling lunch. I shot out of the class room. I didn't care anymore how would I approach Bella, but I knew that I needed to see her or else I would go insane with worry.

I was sitting at our table, watching the students fill the cafeteria. My siblings were sitting with me too, laughing and talking cheerfully. I zoned out when my angel entered. She was with Jessica and Newton. I gritted my teeth when I saw the boy standing next to her.

They were standing in the line, Mike and Jessica talking in front of Bella, who was looking around the canteen. When our eyes locked it felt like my world clicked into place. Her eyes widen and she looked away and blushed. It irritated me that she turned away and started a small talk with Mike. They were talking about some english homework. I knew I was jealous, but that didn't stop me from wanting to throw the boy across the canteen.

"Hey, lover boy!" Emmett said whit a grin on his face. I was really frustrated that I had to look away from Bella and the bastard knew it.

"What?" I asked threw clenched teeth.

"Are you going to eat that?" He asked pointing at a slice of pizza on my plate. I rolled my eyes and shook my head. Because of this discussion I almost didn't cacth Jessica's question.

"Bella are you okay?" I instantly turned to them anxiety filling every part of my body.

"Yes, I am just not hungry. I just want a soda today." I was concerned that she didn't have enough food in her. What if she would faint? I had to keep a close eye on her, just in case.

When they sat down she didn't talk. She just stared at the bottle of soda, occasionally taking a slip. Angela asked her a couple of times that if she was alright, but her answer was that she wasn't feeling well. I was on the edge of my chair with worry. Was she sick? Why is she in school then? She should be resting. I looked over her again searching anything that would show me that she was in fact sick. Her skin was pale, but that was usual from her, her cheeks were rosey and her eyes weren't shining like she had a fever. Or maybe she was just nervous about something or someone? Maybe me? I didn't want her to be nervous about me, but it certainly would be better then her being mad at me.

Biology was going to start soon, so I got up with my siblings. As we left the cafeteria Emmett and Rose went to the left while we went right. When Jasper and Alice reached their class they sent me encouraging smiles. I nodded in response and went to Biology.

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