Can this be?

Chapter 19

Quick note-- I have 2 questions for y'all at the end so if you guys could answer them for me, it would help me and my story out. Thx and happy readings!
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Tobins POV

I smashed our lips together and it felt like absolute fireworks.

Her lips felt so soft against mine. The taste of her coconut Chapstick mixed with my pineapple one made this moment even more fantastic.

I stood there trying to get a response but I was met with none.

'Shit. Shit. Shit. She didn't want this! Damn it!'

I probably now ruined any chance I have with her now. She's my damn vice principal and here I am, I just got freakin sent here for being disrespectful and I just got in a yelling match with her, not to mention she almost started crying, and I'm trying to make it up by kissing her! Not everything in the movies works in real life I guess.

I stayed for a couple more seconds before I realized she most likely did not want this.

I start to pull back in disappointment and regret but then I feel hands behind my neck pulling me in closer.

Our lips now meet again and I have never felt anything more satisfying than kissing Alex.

No matter how many people I have kissed, nothing relates to this feeling.

My stomach explodes with butterflies and my lips feel absolute fireworks and happiness.

I can't help but return her kiss and I pull her closer to me by pulling her waist and holding her close to me.

I can feel her putting so much passion into this kiss and I can't help but Return it as i tilt my head to the side to get a better angle at our kiss. Her lips feel so soft and delicate and it just feels so perfect against mine.

She is perfect.

It's soft and gentle yet so passionate. I want to deepen it so badly right now but I know that that's probably a bad idea right now.

Then air becomes a problem.

I reluctantly pull back but our foreheads still touch and I can't hear her panting.

I open my eyes and look directly into her eyes which are filled with nothing put passion and lust. Everything that occurred before this was gone and out of the window.

I still have my hands on her waist and her hands are still behind my neck. Our position feels so right, and I want to be even closer to her, but it's physically impossible when the only thing that isn't touching, is our lips, but I let it slide.

"Alex.. I'm sorry if you didn't want this. But I couldn't stand seeing you with tears in your eyes. You're too special of a human being to ever be let down and I'm sorry that I let you down. I don't know what I'm feeling but I feel some type of way for you and I never want that feeling to stop. I'm sorry If I made you uncomfortable right now but I couldn't stand looking at you and just knowing that I disappoint you. I've been wanting to do that for so long and I just felt if I wanted to make up what I've done, that was the way." I say honestly as I back up a little bit to let her register all that just happened.

"Tobin... I-I... I'm not sorry for pulling you back either. You don't have to be sorry for kissing me cause I've been waiting for it too. I feel some way for you too, but I really don't know what it is, I just know that one way or another, you're going to end up meaning a lot to me." She says as she looks directly into my eyes.

"So, you're not freaked out...right?" I ask hoping the answer is no.

"No Tobin, of course not, it's just...different knowing that I'm your vice principal and you're my student. But... At the same time, it feels so right yet it's so wrong and I don't know why I feel this way about this." She says and I can tell this is new for her. But I've never done this either so we'll both be in for the long ride.