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Chapter 14

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Tobins pov

Today was actually surprisingly both stupid, yet awesome. After I got into the fight, I really wanted to go to Mayfields and drink away the night, not caring if I had school tomorrow or not. I bet Hope would've loved to join me too, getting drunk, and having a good time. Basically how I want to live, having fun and making the most of my life.

And if you're wondering, no, technically I'm not aloud to drink yet, I do drink underage, but I can't help it. Ever since I let my family behind, I turned to drinking and it just helped me ease the pain away.

I go to mayfields because they let me drink as much as I want, as long as I pay of corse. But they let me drink cause the head bartender/ the owner of the place is friends with my older brother Jeff. They've been friends since like 3rd grade so if I want a drink, I just go there and he'll supply me. He trusts me that I won't rat him out for it cause that could lead to a lot of jail time, and trust isn't something a lot of people have when it comes to me, but I don't care. but never in a million years would I rat him out for that.

But this was actually risky, but awesome. I was actually in my hot vice principals apartment, sleeping in the same bed as her, and the confusing part was, I think I have a crush on her. I'm not one to admit these types of things, I never really liked a girl for more than a couple hours but with her, I just get more and more attached and more feelings every hour, and I'm not used to it. So sleeping in the same bed as her both helped me and confused me even more. But I'll think more about it tomorrow.

I was right about to fall asleep until I felt someones  arm around my torso and a head on my chest.

I felt so many emotions right now that I felt like my heart was going to explode. I felt happy, comfortable, butterflies, accomplished, loved... And so many more emotions that I was hard to put into words.

But why do I feel such strong feelings for such a small move? Am I seriously falling for her?

No. It's probably cause I've never done this before and I'm feeling the adrenaline right? Yeah, I guess so.

But I've also cuddled with a ton of girls in the past, but nothing felt like this. I've never felt so much happiness mixed with so many butterflies, like ever... In my life.

Oh god, I sound like a 14 year old boy when a girl cuddles with him.

Should I put my arm around her tho?

I mean, i could always just say it was an accident and that that's how my body reacts when someone gets that close to me?

But I don't want her to freak out and like kick me out and never talk to me again!

Ok... She probably would never do that.. Plus I think she kind of likes me too so it probably won't hurt.

Whatever.. Screw it.

I wrap my arm around her shoulders causing her to snuggle even closer to me. I swear, I've never felt so many butterflies, mixed with happiness in my life.

Let's just hope she doesn't freak out in the morning...
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"Alex you know I love you right?" I say as I look into the icey blue eyes I've fallen in love with.

"I love you too Toby, forever and always." She says as she smiles a leans in for a passionate kiss which I gladly return.

I stop at the end of the pier looking first at the sunset in the distance, then back her.