Can this be?

Chapter 45

**First off, I wanna give a huge thank you to annabelledavis1311 for helping me out with  getting details for this chapter. I had a hard time writing this cause I had no idea how to write about a panic attack and she helped me out so I wanna say thank you for your help with everything and you're freakin amazing!**
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Alex's POV
"I-I-I.. W-what are you doing here?" I ask not knowing what else to say.

"Ah, you remember me I see. You look beautiful Alex. Now how about we start over and then I can take-" he starts but I cut him off.

"No! It's over and it has been for years now. I know I dated you for like what, almost three years? I know that's a long time and serv I'm sorry but I was never in love with you. I know what I did was selfish to lead you on like that, but you don't understand where I came from." I say trying to back up for the situation but I end up backing Into a tree. Damn it.

"You led me on Alex. How could you? I was falling head over heels for you and you just left me! You were my one true love Alex, I told you this. You're mine! You aren't some lesbian Alex! You just haven't experienced anything with me, please, Alex, come on and I'll show you that you're straight." He says moving closer to me and I start getting scared.

All the memories of all the times Lucas raped me, the day serv forced himself on me in the parking lot, all the hateful words my mom said to me, all of it flashed through and invaded my mind taking control of my body.

I feel myself start to shake and sweat looking around to see if I can find Tobin but she's nowhere in sight.

"S-s-servando stop. I-I c-can't do this right now." I say trying to get him to stop but he doesn't.

"Why couldn't you just let us be? Is it because of the Olivia chick? How are you guys Alex?!" He raises his voice coming closer to me.

I try to run away but I feel myself unable to move at the moment. My hands start to shake more violently but I can't seem to control it anymore.

"J-just leave! W-w-we can't be together, we were n-never meant for each other! I don't w-want you!" I raise my voice and he snaps rushing up to me and pushing me against the tree making me hit my head.

My vision starts to get blurry and I feel myself starting to have a hard time breathing, I can faintly hear his voice but I can't understand what he's saying.

The last thing I feel is a rough hand sliding into my high wasted shorts and rough lips against mine and then all of my thoughts about past events take over my mind as I feel I can no longer hear or see what's going on in the real world.
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Tobins POV
After finally finding and saying goodbye to Jeff and Katie, I made my way back outside trying to remember the way to the car.

I start jogging not wanting to hold them up any longer and I pass by these two people by a tree but something was wrong.

It was a guy and a girl, the girls hair was covering her face so I couldn't tell if I knew her or not, but either way, she was on the ground shaking violently and the guy was hitting her in the face a little too hard for my likings.

"Hey! You're hitting her to hard and you need to stop, what's going on?" I say walking over to the scene.

The guy moves the girls hair out of her face and I stop dead in my tracks seeing the girl that was shaking and sweating profusely..... Was Alex.

"What the fuck did you do to her?!" I yell running up to him and tackling him to the ground then turning back to Alex.

I go up to her seeing what's really going on. She's sweating and shaking so much, something is not right.