Sunshine

Chapter Thirty Five

There will be a love triangle coming up.

"Ugh where are you? It's a good job I'm not busy, I swear to God Taylor. We can't keep doing this, you're with Karlie and this is breaking my heart." The voice on the other end of the voice spoke up, annoyance laced in their voice.

"Look I know, my heads messed up. I just need you, it's always been you. Please El, after everything I just need you, Karlie's dumped me anyway. I'll explain when you pick me up. I'm at the motel, two blocks from Karlie's house. The motel where we stayed on Cara's 21st? Ok bye, yeah you too." The blonde sighed in frustration, her heart belonged to two people and it was killing her.

To top it all off, Taylor had slipped up once too many times. She hadn't cut contact with Ellie, she had been seeing her behind Karlie's back fuelled by the alcohol that had replaced the discarded medication. The demon inside the blonde broke lose one night, causing havoc the voices screamed louder than ever encouraging Taylor to drink while looking after little Ayla. The inspiring singer hated herself more now, she had scared the little girl she had grew to love so much. Remembering the pain and the hurt in those green eyes killed Taylor more than the mess she had made with Ellie and Karlie. Ayla would never trust her again and that is what hurt Taylor the most, the fact she had broken a four year olds heart.

Taylor was pulled out of her thoughts by a knock on the door, she sighed jumping off the bed to check who it was. Not entirely surprised that it was the Brit she was on the phone to mere moments ago. "Hi.." Taylor whispered under her breath, she honestly hadn't expected her to come at all.

"Hi. Wow Taylor I hate to be that person but, you look a mess. Hey, hey shush, no tears babe. I'm here now, deep breaths shush in and out copy my breathing Tay." The older girl whispered, instructing the crying girl on how to steady her panic attack.

"Did you bring it? Did you bring what I need?" Taylor questioned her blue eyes filled with anxiety, as she waited for the thing she so desperately wanted. "No Taylor. We aren't doing this no more, I'm not supplying you with alcohol. The last time was the first and last time I'm making that mistake. You're coming with me, back to England just until you've recovered. If you go back to Karlie after that's fine, it'll break my heart but it's fine because I need you to get better Taylor, because I love you and I can't see you go through this."

Taylor nodded slowly, her outside filling with rage her inside filling with love.

Taylor you're in love with Karlie, you can't fall for Ellie again. It's a trap. Taylor's subconscious was screaming at her, but her heart always took over her head.

This entire situation spelled trouble, both of the girls knew this all too well but neither of them spoke the worries on there mind.

"I will come with you, we aren't together no matter what you thi—" As Taylor spoke those words she was cut off by a pair of natural pink lips making contact with hers, the blonde didn't pull away from the kiss not once. Instead she deepened it, all the old feelings she had for the older girl rekindled in her heart, the fireworks and butterflies in her stomach came back.

But I'm in love with Karlie. The blonde thought despite still being deeply connected in a steamy make out session with her ex girlfriend.

Seems not! You're a cheat, you know none of them love you right? You're being used.

Ugh this is so bad, I'm literally so sorry. I'm tired, and I had a big day yesterday I did this fundraiser for Cancer Research, I had my head shaved for a fundraiser and now I kinda miss my hair but it was all worth while. Anyway Ali who helped with chapter 31/32 persuaded me to post an update so here it is. It's unfinished but I decided to leave it here even though it's a mess and is basically the worse thing I've ever written. So sorry again I'll get back into writing in the next few days.