that girl j.c (completed)

Thirteen

I forgot to update yesterday but whatever, no one reads this anyways lol. 

Jc's POV:

I had to get ahold of Lia. I had to talk to her, ask her why. I think I deserved an explanation for this, so I called up Trevor. Trevor and Lia are best friends, so he was bound to have her number. The phone rang twice and he answered..

Phone Call...

Trev: Yelllooo?

Hey Trevor.. I need to ask you a favor. It's really important.

Trev: Yeah..? What is it?

Can you give me Lia's number. I deleted it from my phone a while ago and I really need to talk to her.

Trev: *silence*

C'mon Trev, Please? It's urgent.

Trev: *silence* It's about Zoey isn't it?

*gasps* you know? Why wouldn't you tell me I had a daughter?

Trev: She told me you knew.. She said you didn't want her.. That's why she gave her up for adoption. She called me yesterday saying that Zoey's adopted parents were abusing her, so she took her away because the adoption agency wasn't doing anything about it. The parents gave her up without a fight and signed over the papers to Lia. She said she couldn't look after a kid though, she just wanted to make sure she was safe, so she gave her to you. She tried being her mother, she really did, but she wasn't cut out for it. She isn't cut out for it. She told me to tell you that she's sorry, but she can't quit youtube because of a child she couldn't abort. She told me to tell you that you can deal with it, because she can't. And.. She also told me not to give you any information on her because she doesn't want Zoey in her life.. Or you.

Oh... Uhm.. Okay.. Thanks Trev.. I'll.. talk to you later than..

Trev: You gonna be okay Jc?

I don't know.. Bye Trev.

Trev: Bye Justin..

....End of phone call

Kian sat beside me throughout the whole conversation, he looked just as shocked as I felt. Elaine sat on the floor and brushed Zoey's hair while Lindsay talked to Sammy about something in the corner. I looked at Kian and my eyes started to fill up with tears. Kian hugged me tight, and I was thankful for it. I felt like I was falling apart. I can't look after a kid all by myself.. I don't want to quit youtube.. My life is just beginning..

I got up and walked towards Zoey who was now playing with a little doll she must have brought from Lia's. I sat down in front of her, and she just stared at me. I opened my arms and she gave a little hug.

"Why weren't you there daddy? When mommy was hurting me?" My heart sank.

"I didn't even know you existed baby girl. Or I would have been.. I promise you I would have been.." I hugged her tighter and cried on her little shoulder. Her red hair was itching my nose, but I didn't care. I was just so happy to hold her, to hug her.. "It was your step mommy that did this to you babygirl. Not your real mommy right?" I let her out of the hug and she stared at me.

"What's a step mommy?"

"Well.. Uhm.. Your step mommy was the one who hurt you, and your real mommy was the one who brought you here to me."