Run Away for my Baby

Chapter Eleven

A/N: there is some sexual contents in this chapter

We had been home from my parents' house for a few weeks now. Josh and I had been closer since coming back, we still argued but it was less than before. My feelings for him had changed but I didn't know to what.

It had been a long day at college so Josh and I were in bed watching a movie with a large bag of chips which were sharing. Once the bag was finished Josh chucked it on the floor and pulled off his t-shirt leaving his amazing chest exposed to me.

"I want you to teach me how to have sex," I asked Josh suddenly surprising myself and him. I had been thinking about this for a while, I wanted some experience before I found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and well, Josh was the perfect person. I knew that he had been with quite a few girls before marrying me so I knew that he would be good at teaching me.

"What!" he exclaimed confused at my proposition.

"I want so sex experience before being with anybody, I thought that you would be the perfect person to teach me," I explained carefully to him.

He lay still in bed for a few moments before turning to be, "I don't know..."

"Please Josh," I sighed. On impulse I leaned over and kissed him. I loved the feel of his lips against mine, and as they moved I wanted more of him. "Please," I whispered once I pulled away.

He didn't reply, instead he kissed me again for forcefully this time. Our tongues mangled together as we kissed and moved together. I wanted all of him in that moment.

"I want this," I moved my lips against his.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes." I moved my hands against his hard chest, I loved the feel of his warm body against my hands. I wanted his hands on me. I quickly pulled off the tank top I was wearing leaving me bare to him, I hadn't been wearing a bra because I was in bed.

He pulled away from me and looked at me, "Beautiful," he muttered before kissing me.

Soon we were kicking off our pants and throwing them on the floor. Josh was above me touching me in places I had never been touched before. Flashes of the night we married shot through my mind as he kissed my shoulder.

After getting our tattoos we headed back to the hotel, all the way up the elevator my arms and legs were wrapped around Josh as we kissed. We kissed in a way that I didn't want to stop.

As we stopped in our bedroom Josh pushed me up against the wall, the feel of his body against me was the best feeling I had ever felt. "I've wanted you for a long time, Anna Banana," Josh whispered against my lips.

"I want you too, Joshy Washy," I moaned. "To the bed." I kissed him forcefully.

He walked us across the bedroom and threw me on. He hovered above me looking deeply into my eyes, "My beautiful wife, I want to make love to you."

"Yes!" I smiled happily. "Make love to me, husband."

A few minutes later he was entering me for the first time, it hurt but the pleasure he was giving me overwhelmed the hurt quickly. Soon we were panting hard as we made love. Ecstasy soon filled my mind as we reached a high together.

Not long after we fell asleep wrapped together.

"Please Josh, I want this," I begged. We were so close together that I wanted more of him. He pressed himself against my core, I was so ready for him. I pulled his head down to kiss me.

He then slowly entered me, we moved together slowly. This felt amazing, I just wanted more. The whole experience was slow, almost like he was moving at this speed to make me get use to his body.

"Wow," Josh sighed as soon as we had finished. "That was amazing."

"Are you serious?" I asked hoping that what he had said was true, I wanted to be good at something.

"Yeah I'm serious. Are you sure you were a virgin before you married me because you're better than some girls I've been with."

"I'm sure. Someone always made the boys in high school go off me, so I've never had a boyfriend," I stared at him accusingly.

He smiled at me, "I had to protect my best friend's little sister from all those nasty high school boys. You always needed a man."

"Even married I didn't get a man," I sighed playfully.

"Hey! I'm a man."

"Sure you are?" I sarcastically answered.

"I'll prove it to you," Josh groaned rolling on top of me. He leaned down and kissed me before entering me quickly. This time it was much quicker than before but it felt just as good.

He was definitely a man all the way.

For the next month and a half, Josh and I had sex regularly and I had learnt a lot from him. The only problem was that I had started falling for him. I just didn't know how to tell him or if I would tell him.

We were sitting on the recliner in the living room partially dressed, we had just finished having sex on the floor. We had thrown of some close, Josh wearing his boxer and me wearing his t-shirt but that was it.

"I can't believe we're getting divorced next week," I said as I rested against Josh.

"Me neither, the last six months have gone really quickly. I can't wait to be single again," Josh replied pulling me tighter against him.

"Me too, maybe I'll go out with Brody and show him what I've learnt."

"Yeah you can, he probably be pleased," Josh muttered dejectedly.

Suddenly I turned around and straddled Josh's lap. I quickly pressed a kiss against his lips. "I've still got a week left with you. I want to make the most of it."

Speedily, I tugged down Josh's boxers and forced him inside me. I loved this feel of being complete with him.

I hoped I'd find this with my future husband.