Run Away for my Baby

Chapter Four

I had an amazingly steamy shower. My body immediately relaxed as soon as I went under the water.

I thought of last night as I washed my body. Josh had been so soft and gentle with my body, almost like he was cherishing me with love. Unlikely though.

I remembered the soft kisses he laid across my body and in places I thought I'd never be kissed. His body was hard masculine against mine, it felt amazing.

The words he whispered to me were indescribable and so unexpected from him. Especially to me.

As soon as I finished washing myself the thoughts vanished and I sighed in relief. I needed to stop thinking about him. I got out of the shower slowly so I could extend the time away from him more.

I quickly dried myself and applied a layer of moisturiser to make my skin feel smooth and soft. I applied it most days because I loved the way it felt.

I then rubbed my hair down with the towel so it would dry faster.

It was only as I stood in the bathroom naked did I realise that I hadn't thought to bring in any clothes. All I could was wrap the towel around my body. That stupid flimsy towel.

Taking a deep breath I opened the bathroom door and stepped into the bedroom.

Josh was laying on the bed in only a pair of boxers that fitted his legs nicely. Why did he have to have such great abs? I could just stare at them all day.

Josh was on his phone and didn't look up as entered slowly with the towel tightly wrapped around me.

"The shower's free," I said nervously. I shouldn't be nervous, I know, but I was. I was standing in front of him naked for the first time. I didn't want him to see my body.

I mean he was the first ever to see me naked, to have sex with me and he was always going to be my first husband.

"No, really," he sarcastically smirked as he looked up at me from his phone. "Well if it's free I might as well wash last night off of me."

"Yeah you better, don't want my sister finding out about it. I'll be waiting out here when you're done."

"Sure babe." He climbed off of the bed and headed towards where I was standing.

"Don't call me that," I groaned in irritation.

He patted my head lightly as he passed as though I was some little kid. I hated him so much. "I don't mind smelling like you baby, you smell pretty good most of the time," he chuckled kissing my cheek. He slapped my ass straight after and then finally headed to the bathroom.

For some strange reason I head a grin on my face, that didn't want to go away.

I pulled out a nice pair of jeans and a creamy white sweater once Josh was locked in the bathroom. I slight tingle ran down my spine as I thought about Josh naked in the shower, those large rough hands running across his body, my body. Arg, stop thinking about him, I thought to myself before another image popped into my mine. I had never thought of Josh in this way but after last night for some crazy reason I couldn't stop thinking about him.

I changed into my lacy white underwear and stood in front of the large mirror in the bedroom. I could just see the start of my tattoo on my waist. I loved the font of the letters and it was really pretty but I shouldn't have this tattoo, I don't want to be married to Josh, not now, not ever. Last night was a mistake. I would always have this tattoo, when I get married properly my husband would know that I had been married before and still have his name on my body.

I quickly threw on the rest of my clothes, I couldn't think about him anymore. As soon as I was dressed a phone vibrated within the room somewhere. I knew it was mine because Josh's was on the nightstand by the bed.

I ran around the room chucking clothes up as I looked for my phone. Eventually I found it under the panties I was wearing last night. There was a message from my sister telling me and Josh to meet them downstairs for breakfast in half an hour.

Josh had wrapped in a towel slung loosely around his hips when he entered back into the bedrooom after his shower. His gorgeous chest shimmered wiyh small water droplets. I wantwd to lick each of those droplets off him.

"Holly asked us to join her and Ollie for breakfast when we're ready," I finally said after I had stopped gawking over his amazing body, for a moment I forgot why I even hated him.

"'Kay," he smiled handsomely as he leaned down and softly kissed the top of my head. Somethibg strange definitely went down between us last night, our actions towards each other were very different from anything we had done to each other previously.

As soon as Josh was dressed he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of our bedroom. It felt nice to have a guy's hand finally in mine but what made it extra special was the sparks flying from Josh's hand to mine.

He let go of my hand as we entered the breakfast area of the hotel. Immediately I saw Holly and Ollie in one of the booths sitting very close together with happy smiles on their faces. I headed straight to them. I quickly sat next to Holly so I could get away from Josh finally. Josh then took a seat beside Ollie. "So why did you two leave early last night?" he asked wiggling his eyebrows up and down.

"Holly wasn't feeling very well," Ollie replied. He flashed a look at Holly quickly and she nodded. "We've actually got some news for you." He paused for a moment which made us more anxious for the news. "Holly's pregnant again."

A wide smile stretched across my face, I was so happy for them. They had been trying for a while, so little Jamie could have a brother or sister.

"Congrats guys," Josh cheerfully told them in his rough sexy voice.

"So what did you two get up go once we left?" Holly asked looking at me.

"Not much," I lied. "We went to a club for a little while tans had a few drinks. We were back before midnight."

"Did you hook up with anyone Josh?" Ollie asked.

My face paled at the thought of what his answer could be, fortunately for me he replied, "No, none of the girls caught my eye." He quickly flicked his eyes up to me, I knew in that moment he wasn't going to tell anybody about us.