Run Away for my Baby

Chapter 6

Ollie

“Remember the first time we slept together,” I nodded. “I was due my period the following week it didn’t come. We slept together a couple of times after that not that made any difference. Then last month I took a... pregnancy test and it came out... positive. You’re going to be a father Ollie.”

"You're pregnant?" She's pregnant I can't believe this. My girl is pregnant with some other guy’s baby.

"Yeah I am. It's yours Ollie."

"No I can't be a father." What it's mine? No this can't be happening. "I'm only eighteen. I'm too young. You're going to have to do this on your own," I told her before storming out of her room.

I was going to be a father.

I laid on my bed thinking everything through. She was innocent when we had sex. I know I was her first. How can I be so stupid? I don't want a kid but I don't want my child to grow up without a father. I need to talk to her.

Ten minutes later I walked to her room and pushed her door open silently. I could whimpering from the bed. "He doesn't want you baby, but I love you so much, I can't wait to see you," she cried quietly to herself.

I walked towards her quietly, trying not to disturb her too much but I know she hears me when she said, "What do you want?"

“Are you sure it’s mine?” I asked worriedly.

“One hundred percent positive, you’re the only guy I’ve ever slept with. The thing is you can back out of this a not make a commitment to our child but I have to, I can never leave it.”

“Oh sh*t,” I swore. “First time you sleep with a girl without protection you get her pregnant. God I’m stupid,” I mumbled to myself.

“Wait you didn't use protection, no wonder why I'm pregnant. Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I just didn't think about it. Have in the past," I confessed. “Sh*t! I have a girlfriend. She wanted us to be married before we did anything, like that, I haven't had sex with her without protection. When I met you, no when I saw you this summer, I knew I liked you. My friends thought your friends were hot and I was dying to talk to you. My girlfriend and I took a break this summer, we had this argument and we said we’d take a break for the summer. I never thought I’d meet anyone but I met you. I really liked you I didn’t think we’d actually go all the way but when we did it was perfect. When I came back here I didn’t feel the same way about my girlfriend, I still don’t. You changed my life and you’re still changing it," I told her honestly blurting out everything.

“Are you going to tell your girlfriend about me?” she asked.

“I don’t know, probably I just don’t know when. It’s kind of hard to tell your girlfriend of the past year that you met a girl in the summer and got her pregnant.”

“She is going to be p*ssed when she finds out, knowing her boyfriend has a kid with another girl.”

I laughed lightly. “She going to be more than p*ssed she’s going to be fuming. I think we’re going to break up.”

“No way,” she laughed. I love he laugh. “At least you’ve got me forever, if you want to be part of the baby's life."

I sighed deeply. "I'll... help you with the baby as much as possible. I may not want a child but I don't want my baby to grow up without a father around."

I see he release a breath. "Thank you Ollie."

"It’s okay Holly. You need to get some sleep, it's not good for you to be up this late. Good night," I said kissing her forehead lightly.

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I laid awake in bed all night. She's here. She's actually here! But what am I going to do about the baby. I know I said I'd help her but I don't want anyone to know its mine.

She'll be showing soon, imagine. She must be at least four months. Sh*t! I'm going to be a daddy in at least five months. I am not ready for this.

I needed someone to talk to now.

I picked up my phone and dialled Jake's number. "What the hell man?!" he exclaimed when he finally answered. I turned to my clock it read four in the morning.

"Sorry man but I need to talk."

"Fine dude, hurry up I want to sleep."

"You remember Holly?"

"Yeah I do, you know I recognised her earlier. She's still hot man."

"I know. Anyway she told me something that change me."

"What man?"

"I'm," I took a deep breath. "I'm going to be a father, Jake."

"Dude are you sure, she could be lying to you. She might be one of those clingy b*tches."

"She's not man. She was surprised I was even here. Plus she was innocent when I was with her. She's not one to jump beds."

"Okay, I believe you. Can't believe you had sex without protection, you're stupid."

"I know."

"Was it better than normal sex?"

"Yeah man, with her it was amazing but without protection I could feel everything."

"Nice man. So what are you going to do? Have you decided to be in the baby's life?"

"Yeah I have. I don't the baby to grow up without a daddy."

"Have you thought about abortion?"

"No! Definitely not. I don't want to kill my baby. Plus if you ask a girl to have an abortion they will hate you."

"Alright dude. So are you going to tell anybody, and by anybody I mean Alyssa."

"No, I'm not telling her."

"That's probably a good idea, don't want her anymore jealous of Holly than she already is."

This seriously confused me. "What do you mean?"

He sighed deeply. "She saw the way you were looking at Holly earlier. That's why she made out with you."

"Oh right. Thanks man anyway, I'll see you later."

"See ya dude," he hang up.

I think things through the rest of the night until I fall asleep. I've made such a mess of everything.