Run Away for my Baby

Chapter Thirteen

It had been four months since I had divorced Josh, I had seen him a few times around on campus. He looked happy. But I... I was miserable, my heart was broken, and I felt so weak I could barely eat or sleep. To be honest I didn't know how much longer I could last.

I had stayed with my parents for a few days after the divorce, I needed time away from everyone. My mom had comforted me whilst I was at home but she know that I would have to get back to college soon enough. So the following week, I moved back into one of the campus's apartment blocks with the girl who was supposed to be my roommate originally before I married Josh.

My roommate was an okay girl, I told her that my boyfriend and I had broken up, and once we had broken up I had to move out of his apartment we had be living in together. She seemed to understand the situation and didn't bother me with details. We didn't speak much, only in passing but I didn't mind because I needed time to myself.

As the months passed my heart broke more. I wanted Josh back in my life, I missed him so much. I couldn't eat, everything I ate came back up a few hours later, so I stopped yet that didn't stop me from throwing up. I threw up on a regular basis and by the lack of food and throwing up I was losing weight quickly. I had no fat on my body and areas like by stomach and breasts were sensitive. I knew being this way wasn't healthy but there was nothing to help me.

I was walking to my last class of the week when I saw him. He looked so happy with the bright smile on his face. He was sitting on a bench in the courtyard between two different subject buildings. Next to him sat a gorgeous blonde haired girl, with a large smile showing her white teeth on her perfect face. She was wearing a short white skirt that reach mid-thigh with a tight light pink tank top tucked in, the outfit really accentuated her bronzed skin. Her hand suddenly rested on his muscled arm, a shot of jealously ran through me at the scene. They looked so good together.

I couldn't move from the spot I was standing in, I was too immersed in what they were doing to move. A couple of minutes later the girl leaned over and kissed Josh. I turned immediately away from them, I couldn't look at them, and I didn't want to be broken anymore. As I walked away from them I heard my name being called from behind me, so I turn back round.

There he was standing ten feet in front of me, just staring at me like he hadn't seen me in months and he hadn't. "Anna," he muttered so quietly that I thought I imagined him saying my name.

In that moment as we stared at each other, I felt myself get light headed and start to sway. He stepped closer to me and I fell, hitting the ground hard as I did so.

"Baby!" I heard a panicked voice yell worriedly as I backed out into oblivion.

Josh's P.O.V.

I missed her.

I missed her a lot.

Once a long time ago, I thought that she was just my best friend's little sister, who always followed us around. I mean that was like when I was ten. But then four years ago when she stepped surprisingly back into my life, my feelings towards her changed. At first I knew they were wrong, I tried to push her far away as possible, I mean she was only sixteen when they started to develop and I was nineteen already. Somehow, I managed to start a rumour around her high school, so guys would back off and not date her. Yes, I was jealous of them getting her before me. I wanted to be her first and I was in the end, just not in the way I planned.

My best friend, Holly never knew about my crush on her little sister, I knew that she wouldn't approve of it. I was going to tell her one day when I was ready to finally make Anna mine but again my plans didn't work, instead I married Anna which was always my end goal, and had to tell Holly of my affection for Anna.

I was really surprised with Anna when she asked me to teach her sex. She was such an innocent little creature hearing those words come out of her mouth shocked me but I couldn't deny the girl of what she wanted. Sex with Anna was the best, it had never felt like this with any other girl, even experienced girls. I know what you're all thinking, 'why did I sleep with other girls if I wanted to be with Anna?' To answer the question, I slept with girls in high school like many other guys in my grade. Then when Anna came back into my life, at first, I tried ignoring my feelings for her by sleeping with different girls. It didn't work by the way. Then about a year ago I stopped sleeping with random girls, which happened about a week before Anna's eighteenth birthday. My plans to make her mine were put into play.

I never did want to divorce my beautiful Anna but I thought that was what she wanted. She never said any differently. I let her go because she wasn't in love with me.

The months following our divorce were hard. I missed her in my house, in my bed, on the couch, I missed being around her. Lux did too, the little dog had been sleeping on Anna's side of the bed for the last four months. I wanted her back.

I was sitting on a bench with an ex from high school when I saw her for the first time in weeks. I wasn't listening to what Maria, my ex was saying I was admiring the girl I wanted from the corner of my eye as she stared at me. She looked so tired and bony, from the distance I was at. There was not spark in her gorgeous eyes that I was so used to. I missed that. I knew there was something wrong with my girl.

I suddenly felt a hand on my bicep, I looked down at the bright red nailed hand clutching my arm tightly. "Yes?" I questioned Maria.

"I thought we could get back together, we were good together before?" she asked me. I had no intention of getting back with Maria ever, she was just someone I used to get release but nothing more.

"No, I don't think so."

"Let me show you how good we were together," she stroked my arm before forcing her lips onto mine. As soon as I felt them touch mine I jerked away. I didn't want this.

"I said no. I don't want to be with you Maria, I was only ever with you because you're okay in bed but since high school I've moved on to girls who won't give their body to some random guy." I stood up walking away from her. Only then did I realise that Anna was gone. I wanted her now, I needed her.

Somehow, I had remembered Anna's schedule from all those months ago so I knew where her next class would be. I quickly headed that way and soon enough I saw her. "Anna," I called to her.

She quickly turned to me. She stared at me with big, dull eyes. She looked beautiful but so tired. I wanted to help her. "Anna," I muttered as I stepped closer to her.

I watched her sway and then finally collapse on the floor before I could catch her. "Baby," I cried panicked at the sight of her losing consciousness on the floor.