Banana Bus Squad - Stories for the heart.

Not perfect (H2OVanoss)

  A/N: there is a little of smut, anyway enjoy

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Evan POV:

"today will be the day?" I asked

"I... I don't know Evan" he responded

"Jon I have been waiting weeks, I know that you are scared but..." I sigh "I am your boyfriend Jonathan, I have been patient with you, I understand that you are scared but... first it was the distance and now... now is you" I keep eye contact by the camera

"Ev... I know that you want to see me but..."

"but what?" I was angry at him, he mumble something "Jon I can't listen" he mumble again with his head down "Jon speak up ple..."

"I am not perfect Evan! I am ugly and disgusting!, I am not like the stories and Fan Fictions!" he scream as I saw tears in his eyes and rolling thought his mask down to his chin

"Jon... I"

"bye Evan" he ended the call, I keep looking at the screen 'you are so stupid Evan' I ran down stairs and to my car

Jonathan POV:

I throw my mask across the room, I put my head in my knees as I keep crying 'I can't be with him, he deserves something better than you, you are nothing but a bag of shit' I stand and walk to the bathroom and turn on the lights and Look at myself in the mirror 'look at you, you piece of shit' I cry even more until I hear a knock on the door, I walk to my room for my mask and then to the door

"Ev...an?" my eyes wide open

"Jon, I am here... no I'm not here to see your face" he hugged me "I am here because I love you, I wanted to hug you" I close the door and we walked to the couch

"Evan why?"

"why what?"

"why me? You have many girls around you... why me?"

"Jon..." he grab my face delicately making me look in his eyes, his brown and beautiful eyes "I want you, you make me feel like no one, yes I could be with a girl but... she wouldn't make my heart beat like you do, you are my only one, I don't care if they call me a freak, I don't care if my youtube channel ends because if this..." he was about to take my mask off but I stop him

"Evan... I... I have to go to the bathroom" I stand and run up stairs to the bathroom and close the door, I search in the drawers looking for my sister's makeup that she keeps here just in case she has to stay, I found it and I take it out and put some on myself covering every inch of my real skin color, I finish looking at myself 'that is a lot of makeup', I put on my mask and walk down stairs back to the couch

"what was that?" he turn to look at me

"I... I needed to gather some courage" I giggle as he keep looking at me in the eyes, my face was in his hands

"I love your blue eyes" he start lifting my mask as I close my eyes as soon as the mask was removed, I waited to hear a gasp or something but no all I felt was his fingers caressing my cheek, I open my eyes so see he was blushing looking at my face, I blush and turn "don't... I want to see..." he turn my face as he keep caressing my cheek, I close my eyes his touch was making me fall asleep until I felt his nail press in my cheek, I shut open my eyes and look at him with worried eyes "Jon... why don't you trust me?" he had sadness in his voice

"I trust you Evan, you know that I..."

"then why do you have makeup?"

"I... I..." tears roll down my eyes as I start sobbing, I ran to my room, I sat in the end of the bed as I keep crying with my face in my knees, I felt a caress in my cheek; I turn to see Evan at my side looking at me, then he pull some wet wipes and he proceed to clean my face, I let him

"please don't hide anything from me... I don't care if you are not what many people think you look like..." he finish cleaning my face

"wait..." I turn to take of my contact lenses, then I turn, his eyes wide open as he keep looking at my eyes

"why would you hide this beautiful thing"

"I got bullied a lot because of them" I turn not wanting to look at them but he turn me back again

"I love your perfect imperfections, I don't care if you have pimples or if you are not skinny and I don't care if you have one eye green and the other brown..." he pulled me close "I will always love you" he then kissed me a kiss filled with love, I kiss back as he put a hand in my waist pulling me even closer, I wrap my arms around his neck as we keep kissing

Evan POV:

'I love him' I say to myself, we pull away panting looking at each other's eyes, 'how can he think that he is ugly, he is everything I ever wanted', we kissed again but this time I wanted and asked for permission to get my tongue inside his mouth which he accepted, I explore every inch of his mouth as he let out a moan, I felt a warm rush all over my body, I move my hands lower and then pull his shirt, we pull away patting again, I put my hands in his sides and pinned him in the bed with me on top of him, I took my time to look at his body

"Evan... I'm fat I know can you pleas...." I interrupted him with a kiss

"you are not fat" I look at his body again, yes he didn't had a six-pack but I don't care he looks amazing " I don't like to kiss bones you know" I smirk as I lean and kiss him again

"but you are so perfect, I don't know how you can be with me"

"I'm not perfect...look" I took off my shirt letting him see my scars from that car accident long ago, he sit up and look at my scars and tracing them with his fingers, I bite my lip at his touch 'damn' I say to myself as I was getting harder, he moved his eyes down as his hand followed to unbuttoned my pants

"what is this Ev?" he looked at me with a smirk

"emm... nothing" I blush, he pulled my pants and boxers down, my member spring out as he looked at it and then with his hands start to stroke it, I moan and throw my head back

"come on Evan" I felt his tongue in my tip "the fun is about to start"  

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A/N: I corrected some spelling sorry... my english is really bad