Behind her Back

Kissable Lips

Lucas P.O.V
We drive in silence to Maya's apartment. Once we arrive there Riley unbuckles her seatbelt but I stop her. "Uh, Princess Dancing Sunshine, I'll go in myself." I see anger in Riley's face as soon as I say that. Shit. Why the hell did I call her that? I quickly carry Maya out of the truck and dash to her apartment. She slowly hands me the key and I open the door. Maya quietly tells me in almost a whisper, " My mom is working so she," she pauses to rest a bit before she continues, "isn't here." Her eyes flutter shut as soon as she finishes her sentence. I open her bedroom door and see that it looks like it hasn't been cleaned for a while. She has pictures on her wall of Riley and her and a book on her table next to her bed. It look, sort of like, a diary. A diary? Why would Maya have a diary? Maya Hart? I gently place her on her bed and cover her with a soft, fuzzy turquoise colored blanket.

"Sweet dreams baby girl." I softly say to her. I pick the diary up and open it to a random page.

Dear diary,
damn, I can't believe I'm writing a diary. It's fucking stupid and girly, but I'm doing what I enjoy doing. I need to have somewhere where I can talk about how much I like Lucas. If I told Riley I would sure enough break her heart. I know that she still likes Lucas, even after they broke up. She told me once that she was over him, but she still acts as if she likes him. Secretly, deep down, I hope he likes me. Farkle and I are still an item, and he's cute, but I can't hide my feelings for Lucas. I tease him and call him names because I freaking LIKE HIM!
~fml, Maya
Hart

I shut the book closed and put it back where it was. God, Maya likes me? I never imagined this, I always imagined she hated me and Riley liked me. But if Riley and Maya like me, what do I do? All this time, I thought I liked Riley, but maybe I said that because I was hiding my feelings for Maya? I then do the unexpected, I kiss Maya on the lips while she's asleep. Her lips taste like beer and Chapstick. I keep going until I feel an arm around me. Maya sits up and continues kissing me. I slide my hand onto her waist and she slips her tongue into my mouth. We continue passionately kidding when I hear someone clear their throat. We stop quickly and turn around to see Maya's mom waiting at the door.
"I'd like if you would mind leaving Sir." She quietly says. I stare at the beige colored carpet and say, " I'm, sorry Ms. Hart." She nods and says "Leave now." I turn around one more time to see Maya give me a small smile. I walk out of the apartment and Riley is waiting outside of my truck sitting on the the front part of it. She looks pissed off. "What the hay were you doing in there?" She shouts at me. Holy fuck. I didn't know Riley could be this angry. "Uh she was sleeping and then-" Riley interrupts me "Cut the bull crap! I'm not some princess dancing sunshine! I'm a normal-" she stops to sob and then continues "teenage girl! I have freaking feelings too! What were you two doing? Stuff that I don't even wanna fucking know? You just left me here like I was a piece of trash and I don't even know what's the point of me being here on earth anymore. I'm walking home." She storms away crying  and I can't help but feel like a piece of shit. I made Princess Dancing Sunshine cry because of my selfishness.