Behind her Back

It Feels So Good But Might Not End Good At The End

Maya's P.O.V |BEWARE OF VERY MATURE CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER
Josh takes my hand and let's me meet all his friends who he swears to god he isn't dating. "Maya this is Bree. Bree this is Maya." I envy Bree's everything. She has sun kissed blonde hair that is just like the sunshine. She has perfectly tanned skin that looks natural unlike other girls these days getting orange fake tans and stuff. Blech. She has aqua marine colored eyes, pink, full lips, and a great body. Not too skinny, but not too big. "Hi Bree." I quietly and softly say. She glares at me and turns to Josh. "What the fuck Josh? You brought a fucking, what, middle schooler?" Unfortunately, Bree's personality isn't quite as pretty as her outside. "Actually, I'm in high school. I'm in-" she cuts me off with " Sweetie, shut the fuck up. I don't wanna hear a little girl speaking to me." She studies my face, and then body. God, just what I need. "Ew. Oh my god. Your hair, first of all, fix that. Your makeup looks like some five year old did it. You're way too fat. That outfit needs work. That eye color is gross. God, where are your lips? Get your eyebrows waxed. Maya," she says my name so sweetly, and continues "you look like you just crawled out of a dumpster hon." She smiles at me and Josh says to her "Fuck off bitch. Just be glad I let you finish your sentence. I can't believe I ever considered dating an asshole like you." Josh takes my hand and let's me meet his other friends who are actually nice. I can't believe it. Am I really that ugly? Am I really fat? I find someone's bedroom, and from what I can tell, it must be Josh's friend or whatever. I sit down on the bed and look around for a mirror. I don't want to go to a bathroom because people will probably need it for barfing soon. I lay down and close my eyes. Maybe this day will end with someone taking me home. I'm thirsty. I sneak downstairs and find Josh talking to some guy. I see the only drink choices are beer, beer, and more beer. God, do they even know how to select drinks? I take just a few beers and carry it back to the room. I see Josh is already there. "Wow, someone's having fun." He smirks at me and reveals that he has a few also. They're different types of beers, compared to mine, so we share the beers. After my second drink, my mind starts feeling hazy, but who gives a fuck what I feel? I wanna have fun, isn't this the perfect way for teenagers to have fun? I drink five more beers and that's when I know something for a fact. I'm drunk as hell. And I see Josh is too. I climb onto his lap and he says "Ooh baby you want some of me?" I smile and drunkenly nod. He pushes me onto the bed and starts kissing me hard. He rips his shirt off and I see his perfectly timed body. God he's so beautiful. He takes my shirt off and I think my god am I really having sex for the first time at a party in some random guy's bedroom? Who cares? He unclasps my lacy white bra and stares in awe at my naked top. With our pants off, we have the real thing. It feels so good, and I sure as hell don't regret it. When we're done I slur "Josh fuck me againnnnn!!!" He just passes out on the soft beige carpet.