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Maya's P.O.V
"Riley no! Please don't leave me! I know I'm such a fucking bad friend but I always thought we could be friends! But on second thought maybe I don't deserve anything this fucking world has to give me! I'm a selfish ass who deserves nothing and should disappear from the Earth! Fuck me!" But Riley is already gone. Tears start pouring out of my eyes as I vigorously shake my head to deal with the fact that I lost everyone. Farkle could help me but I feel like he hates me. I pull my phone out and call Farkle. Better to have confidence than be a coward I guess. He answers on the first ring. "Hey Farkle do you hate me?" I curiously ask him. I hear him breathe loudly and then chortle out loud. "Maya what the hell? I fracking love you! If I say the word fracking then I definitely love you" I can't help but smile when he says that. Fracking is a word Farkle made up. He said that he likes using it instead of fucking or freaking because he likes being unique. I wonder if it's weird for me to love and hate that about him. "Farkle my life is falling apart." I let out a sigh. Ever since I started liking Lucas, nothing's been the same. I wish it could go back to Riley liking him, me teasing Lucas, Lucas liking Riley. Fuck, everything is just so fucked up now. Is this what high school is all about? Who can fuck up someone else's life the most? "Meet me at Topanga's." I say in a panicky voice.

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