Behind her Back

Fuck Them

Maya's P.O.V
All I fucking want is Lucas. When I see him in the halls, I just want him. When I know he's with Riley, I know that they're what Lucas and I could've been if I wasn't so much of a bitch. I just crave the feeling of his hands on my skin, his lips on mine, just being with him. All of this would happen if Riley wasn't in the damn picture.

Riley.

She's ruined my life ever since our real falling out happened. Every time I see her, she doesn't even say anything. She just walks along probably thinking her life is so fucking perfect because she has Huckleberry and a nice little family.

Why does no one get me?

They don't understand that maybe I act like this because I'm broken inside. My dad left me when I was little, my mom is about to marry a guy and I'm not sure about that, and the guy I had real feelings for has a girl- my former best friend. Why can't everything go back to when Riley was my best friend and she was going out with Lucas. That would be when I had absolutely no feelings at all for him. But I had to be a bitch about everything.

********************************************After school I quickly go to my locker to grab my stuff for today. I just don't want to run into Lucas and Riley being all cute and shit. Too late. They're sitting on the floor in front of the lockers cuddling and looking at something on a phone. What the hell.

I try to avoid them but end up tripping over Riley's leg, but it's obvious she didn't do it on purpose. She's just not a bitch like that.

"Are you ok" she says and looks up at me, only to see that it's me.

Lucas pulls Riley to her feet and tells her quietly "Come on let's go to your place or something."

She shakes her head and says "Get into the car. I'll be there in a second."

He looks from me to her and heads to the exit of the school. I look at Riley's cute little face and think about how much I'm sorry. Then I think about how much I just wanna smash that face.

I push her to the lockers and scream "Get the hell away from Lucas!"

"Oh my god! Maya get the fuck off me!" She tries to pry my arms off of her but I kick her in the shin with my boot heel. "Oh my god." She winces at the pain.

"I told you to dump him. I don't give a fuck just leave him alone. You have every single damn thing in the whole wide world, why the hell can't I at least have a man?" I try to keep tears from running.

"Maya you just don't understand! You're a bitch! Why do you think you don't have a boyfriend, or a best friend?" I let go of her shoulders and slap her in the face, hard.

"The only bitch here is you." I hiss at her. "I just wanna fucking torture you."

"Go ahead bitch. Go ahead." She says in a calm tone as she starts rushing out.

I'm so fucking mad. I scream and throw my phone at her, hitting right at the back of her head. "Oh my god!" She whips around and runs to me. That's when she jumps on me and I fall right over.

"Get the fuck off me!!!" I scream as I tug at her hair.

"You're such a bitch, actually going this low to steal my boyfriend? Go to hell!" She groans and gets up. I'm about to lunge at her when Lucas comes up.

"Lucas!" She throws her arms around him and I see him glare at me. Right at me.

Everything always ends up like this, doesn't it. Riley and Lucas, always getting their perfect little ending.

Fuck them.