You're Hurting Me From Inside Of My Head- Nathan Sykes vampire fanfic

Chapter 4

Heeyyyy guyyyyssssss! :D xxx Sorry, I'm kind of bombarding you with 4 new characters, if you get confused look at the character list on the right hand side which explains who's with who in case you forget.

"I can't believe you!" Nathan ranted as he followed me onto the tour bus. The concert went well despite the fact he was extremely distracted. However he decided to make it very clear about his annoyance with me staying with him and the boys

"Oh give it a rest Nathan." I complained

"Do you not even care how I feel about this?" He shouted. The boys were about to come inside but decided to just sit next to the bus so they weren't intruding but it was obvious they didn't want to leave Nathan fully alone with me

"Errr no! I'm here to help you so suck it up!" I yelled at him, god he was stroppy

"I don't need your help!" 

"You know that's a lie!" I shouted again, anger building 

"What's some human going to do that I can't?" He said condescendingly

"Oh don't you dare start thinking that you are better than me Sykes because at least I know who I am but you? You're turning into someone else and you don't even know it!" I spat, stomping towards the spare bunk. Nathan grabbed my wrist and yanked me backwards forcefully. As soon as he let go I lifted my wrist and it had turned a deep shade of red and it throbbed painfully

"I'm sorry." Nathan gasped when he noticed

"You better damn well be!" I shouted, pounding my fists against his arms and chest. He just stood there and took it, he didn't stop me and he didn't wince and I wasn't sure whether it was a good thing or not. When I got tired and was finished Nathan wrapped his arms around me and I buried my head in his chest

"I'm sorry I was mad. I am really glad you're here but I don't know whether I can control myself." He whispered

"We'll get through it Nath." I whispered back, he kissed the top of my head

"Right, I'm going to sleep." I announced as the boys made their way back onto the bus along with 4 girls which meant that I didn't get to go to sleep for another 2 hours. One of them walked over to Tom and kissed him, she had long, sleeky brown hair with blond dip died ends, she wore denin shorts, a purple tank top and high tops. She wasn't quiet but not loud either but she seemed really easy to talk to

"Oh right, this is Amelia." Tom said, nudging the girl forward who gave me a hug

"Please! Call me Millie." I smiled, she seemed nice.

Another girl was cuddling Jay and she introduced herself as Poala. She had a really cute accent that Jay described as sexy then elaborated to say it was Latin. She was quite tall which was helpful but not as tall as Jay so she was at his shoulder height. She wore red skinny jeans, a pale pink, flowery top and white converse. She had gorgeous brown eyes and long, wavy dark hair that flowed down over her ribs, her smile was infectious and welcoming. She was shy towards me for a while but she joked around with the boys and eventually with me which was hilarious.

Max had his arm around a girl called Jaimie, she wore denim skinny jeans, an Aztec print crop top and blue converse. She had long brown hair that contrasted with her deep blue eyes. She had long legs but an average height so she was a bit smaller than Max. She messed around with Max, playfully hit him and they had a loving banter going on between them.

The last girl was chatting quietly with Siva until he walked her over and introduced her as Elena. She had her long brown hair tied in a braid and blue eyes. She was tall which is helpful since she is dating Siva. She also wore jeans but with a floral flowy top and minimal make up.She looked similar to Jaimie in a way when described but their features differed drastically although both were beautiful. They all were and it made me feel so plain in comparison. Then again they are dating vampires so they probably are... Right?

Poala came and chatted with me and it was fun until her eyes morphed into a deep shade of red and her fangs appeared. She jumped backwards quickly and covered her mouth with her hands, Jay walked over and was obviously confused

"Jay. I'm a bit peckish. Let's go." She urged and I realised what she meant. Jay took her hand and they were out of the tour bus in a blink of an eye. Vampires... More vampires. Oh joy. 

I once again said I was going to bed and crawled into the bunk and I was about to fall asleep when I heard the boys talking. 

"Mate, I'm struggling." I heard Nath admit 

"I know, we all are but you'll just have to fight it." Max said bluntly.

"Yeah but I just want to-" Nathan began

"Well you can't! You need to remember who she is and most of all you need to remember who you are! She's your best friend! Would you really want that on your conscience?" Tom snapped

"I don't feel anything when I do it!" Nathan complained

"Well you should. You're murdering someone, you're supposed to feel guilty!" Siva said, as if he was stating the obvious and he couldn't believe he had to

"Let's just hope she'll make you feel again." Max sighed

"I don't need to!" Nathan shouted

"You actually like being a vampire, don't you? That's disgusting! If I could turn human again I'd do it in a nano second! We're parasites! We live off humans and it's wrong! It's so wrong!" Tom said shocked, his fury built until he was having a tantrum

"Whatever. I'm going to bed." Nathan said grumpily

"I swear to god, if you even think about touching her I will stop you. Permanently if needs be." Tom spat, why is he even bothered?

"Oh yeah? You guys weren't thinking that when you turned your girlfriends!" Nathan said cockily

"That was different! We are in love! Relationships with humans don't work and we couldn't stay away from each other. I turned her with her permission so that we could be together not so I could satisfy my urge for blood!" Tom yelled.

"Mate it's completely different." Max said

"Whatever." Nathan said, I heard him stomping towards his bunk which was right next to mine. My breathe caught in my throat and my pulse raced in fear of him. Maybe he's too far gone. Maybe I can't help him and he'll just kill me... Then I fell asleep.

I woke up and it was dark so I assumed it was still night. I walked into the kitchen, grabbed a bottle of water and sat on the ice cold counter top. A shirtless Nathan appeared and grabbed a bottle of... Something else that made me shiver.

"Couldn't sleep?" I asked and he shook his head as he sat down next to me

 "No... Too many distractions." He whispered

"Oh yeah? Like what?" I asked curiously

"You." He whispered, leaning closer. I was stunned and frozen in place as I watched his eyes turn to that hypnotic shade of red before he placed a kiss on my neck. His teeth nicked my skin like he was teasing me then I let out a blood curdling scream as his fangs pressed into my neck. I felt light headed as the blood began to drain from my body, Nathan held me up so that I wouldn't collapse

"Nathan!" I screeched as the pain became unbearable. The other boys arrived and Jay stepped towards me. I didn't think much of it because the pain was unbelievably excruciating that my thoughts disappeared. Instead of moving Nathan away he too sank his fangs into the other side of my neck. I felt my vision blurring and everything went dark.

Dun dun duunnn . Lol I'm only joking you I don't want the mafia after me if I don't write more.

I felt someone shaking my shoulders furiously and I opened my eyes. Nathan was standing next to me, his eyes back to their gorgeous normal colour. My hands snatched his and pushed them away from me. I touched my neck tentatively... No marks. No pain

"You were screaming." He whispered, he looked concerned. It was a dream. Thank god it was a dream. At that moment I knew I wasn't safe around him but I knew I wasn't going to leave. I couldn't no matter how much he scared me.