The Voices Inside my Head!!!!

Freedom

The feeling of knowing you dont have to depend on anyone to save you in times of trouble,

The emotion of having absolute control over only you and nothing else.

Its what i have but lack,
Its what i want but dont have truly,
Its what i need but cant grab.

I wish large crowds didnt scare me as much and that i wasnt a socially inept soul.

I wish that i wasnt always paranoid about what people see or think about me.

I wish i didn't care what the words meant but i cant.

I have to care about it because im so used to it.

I am so used to people putting me down,
Never giving a shit,
Never building me up and now i reached that destination again.

When one receives freedom its not just physically man, freedom is mental its spiritual.

It isnt just a thought or an action its the soul breaking away from ridicule and rejection,
Fear and tension,
Hatred and pride.
Its you.

That's all it is.

What we are created to be and what we are called in life to do.

Discover our true forms,
Find yourself.

Set yourself free.

We are the birds now all i have to do is learn to fly.

It'll take a lot of time and dedication,
Itll take a lot of will power something i am slowly losing faster then i found it.

Suicide isnt freedom.

Death is.

Everything has a price whether it be good or bad.