The Voices Inside my Head!!!!

Four walls and a door

They put me in this tiny room with a bed and thats all ill get.

I wont complain though what good does it do?

Instead i wait about thirty minutes to be gently explained that i am crazy.

That i had no purpose but every purpose with why im scared and why my chest feels like its about to burst.

Why my head is on fire but the rest of me is cold.

But i know your safe sure lets all be involved in that assurance.

Your warm and worry free and im terrified out of my mind,

This helps tremendously.

But why am i so afraid?

Is it the truth?

Am i actually scared that i cant hide anymore and that everything i was feeling and thinking is about to happen.

Then why did they put me in this room?

I feel as if all my fears and doubts are gonna cause me to collapse.

And like the air is so stale and brittle I'll suffocate.

This is panic and i recognize it as such because the oh too familuar sensation has hit me before.

It hits to hard though this time.

My heart keeps jumping and as it does so do you but damn it,

It shouldnt have to be this way.

Shouldnt have to end.

Shouldnt have to be so terified of whats happening around me but somewhere deep down in my soul,

You know.

I know.

And thats probably what scares me most.