The Voices Inside my Head!!!!

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So by now i dont feel you often at all by now i dont really.feel pain either but i feel something.

I dont know,

Perhaps its me.

Noticing how my body is slowly becoming a figure in more ways then one and.barely recognizable towatd myself.

I feel as if im walking in someone elses skin sometimes.

I should be grateful that im fine,

Besides thw mental catds bein dealed i should be grateful im alive.

That i have no medical problems or you know havent killed someone or myself.

But knowing me as i try to feel for you

Im not used to seeing this change.

Im not used to seeing a higher look,

Im not used to seeing this.

None of this its as if i am seeing something that i haven't seen in a long time.

Its been 33 weeks now.

They say its gonna change that it all changes from here,

That your ready but your not ready.
But you are.

And everything sounds like crap,

Usually feels like crap,

That your kinda excited to see whats ahead,

That your terrified of how thia happens becaise you know how it ends.

You go too.

You know gow all of this is gonna end.

And that you werent just seeing things to begon with that you werent some psycho hosebag,

You were right.

You knew you have always been right and yet you never spoke up.

Perhaps somethings arent.ever supposed to be said...

Its best to shut up before its too late.