Here is to live |Lesbian Story|

Chapter 19

Meg's POV

Sitting on the couch alone eating my fave mac&cheese while watching the 90's tv series Charmed. Yes I have I copy from the first season up to the end. These two are the stuffs that comfort me when I'm not okay.

It's 8 in the evening now and my sister Skylar is nowhere to be found. I've been trying to contact her but there's no reply. I tried our mind link and her cellular phone. But still, no reply.

It has been a week now since she started that thing with the Luna of our pact. She goes home late after school and most of the time passes out befor she even gets to eat her dinner. She's so tired everyday that she also had forgotten that she have a sister who worries for her.

This is what upsets me most. It's okay if she gets tired with all the training she goes to or if she forgets to go to school. But this. This is outrageous. She no longer talks to me, no longer have time for me and worst I think she have forgotten all about me, her sister.

Then my phone rings. I excitedly searched for it on the couch thinking that it's my sister who sent me a message. But I got so frustrated and disappointed when I see Nate's name and not my sisters.

Since this morning I have kept him blocked out of my mind. I just need to be alone for awhile, to think. And since I found him, I have never had a peace of mind. Yes, literally because the only tine that he'll let me be is during his sleep.

I open his text to check what he has to say. 'You have been avoiding me. Are you trying to reject me?' His text really shows how he have been trying to contact me. And actually this would be the hundred, I think, time that he have text and this is the only one I read.

His pain of not being able to be with me or even talk to me through our mind link should have gotten on to me. But I guess our connection is not yet as strong since we have not yet marked eachother. Or this just means that our connection, Skylar's and mine, is greater than Nate's and mine.

I didn't replied to his text. Instead I opened our mindlink and told him no and to just give me some space to breath. But I immediately turned blocked him again before he could even reply to my decision.

It has been an hour now since Nate had texted me, but I have not paid any attention to what I'm watching. My mind had drifted off to where my baby sister might be. Then I hear the front door opens.

I ran to the door not realizing how excited I am to see Sky. When I reached the door, I saw that it was half way open so I did not come any closer, just for their privacy. But then I heard her laugh and called Luna sofia mom. What? "Mom?"

When did she started calling the Luna mom? Why didn't she told me? I am so curious and so envy righr now. So I decided to just leave and wait for her on the livingroom. And I will talk to her there.

A few minutes have passed until I heard her come in and the door closes. "Sky is that you." I called out to her as if I don't know yet who it is. "Yes, where you expecting someone else?" She ask me and entered the livingroom.

She got seated on the couch near me and asked what I was watching. I told her it's charmed the tv series and asked her if she have eaten. She answered my question with a yes that was followed with a yawn. She looks so tired and worn off.

"I think you should take some rest now. You've eaten right?" I just want her to stop for a while and be young again. Then she let out a smile.

"Yes. I really should go to bed. My body pain is killing me. And yes, I've eaten." She said standing up and stretcing her arms.

"Okay. Goodnight."

"Goodnight to you too big sis."

I watched her walk out of the room towards the stairs going up to our rooms. When I heard her door closed shut, I let out a breath that I didn't realized I was holding. Tomorrow, I will talk to her; I said to myself.