Poetic Excuses

Fun

Is fun really what you want me to have?

I have fun when I am with you,
You're the family I never had.

You take my electronics away and tell me to enjoy this time,
I can't because I don't know how to...

I had fun most of the time,
But I really can't without you.

I seem so happy,
You asked if I had fun...

Fun is what you think I had,
I can't tell you if you are right or not.

I had fun once,
I got punished.

I had family like you,
We got separated.

I learned to trust once,
I was betrayed.

I can't trust....
One can't have fun if they can't trust...

So,
I can't have fun unless I am with someone I can trust...