Sorry isn't enough

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There's nothing left to lose if I lose you. Both of you. I know I won't unless I keep up the stupid shit I've been doing.

I can't face the darkness without you guys. I said I didn't care, but I lied. I do that.

I didn't stop talking to her, we're still close.

I didn't mean to make you mad, neither of you.

It was stupid to do, but I do stupid things all the time.

I don't mean to make things dramatic, I just don't try to...

I wish I could take everything back and restart, but I can't.

I understand I've made mistakes and that I'm not alone.

I just feel like I'm alone sometimes and I don't think about you.

I know saying sorry isn't enough, but it's all I know how to do. So I'll do it.

I'm sorry.

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