Poetic Excuses

You Had No Idea That...

I'm one of those people who easily fall into a quiet mood.
90% of you had no idea.

I'm one of those weirdos who respond strongly to the sense of touch. I may freeze up if I'm hugged. I may hug you back. I might freak out if you grab my shoulder. I might shut down if you poke my scar. Who knows? 99% of you didn't.

I can be outgoing, but one word can shut down what I have to say before I even say it. None of you had any idea.

I have a hard time saying goodbye. Only 30% had no idea.

I'm one of those friends who would drive to your house at 4am and pick you up without neither of our parents' knowledge. I'd take you away from where you're stressed. I'd call the school, pretending to be your mother and say you're sick so you can be alone for as long as you need. I'll shut myself down if I know you aren't okay and you won't tell me. 0% of you had any clue.

I can pick up the slightest change in your personality even if it's through text. No one knew this about me.

I'm the person who will avoid rejection at any cost. I don't want to grow too close. 10% of you already knew this.

Well, now 100% of you know all of the above. If you already knew it, then good. That means I trust you.