Poetic Excuses

What I Learned

You think you know me,
Again- you don't.

I THOUGHT I KNEW ME!

Come to find out,
There is so much I have learned.

Let me share some things with you,
I feel I just absolutely have to.

I have mild PTSD,
Understandable.

I have severe depression,
It explains my sorrow...

I can't bring myself to love,
Only because I am afraid.

I am not one to be trusted,
No one trusts me.

I have a family of four,
A devastating number.

I am jealous of my friends' relationships,
Of their LIVES.

There you see?
That is all I learned.

Now you know some of my pain,
We learned together.