Mindscape

*dramatic sigh*

Aaaaahhhhh, I finally finished that god forsaken English paper. It turned out really shitty but hopefully my impeccable grammar made up for it. Who am I kidding, I'm probably gonna fail this class.

But on to my speech paper! Woo! I have to come up with three "life anthems" and write a little paper on why I chose them, then I have to create an outline and I have to present my speech on Thursday. Woo. Soft woo. Not an excited woo. I'm not good at speeches. I get really anxious, and my heart beats so fast that it hurts and it feels like I'm going to throw up. And then we have impromptu speeches to do that he surprised us with last class. Yay. I almost did throw up then because he didn't tell us about them and I had zero time to prepare myself emotionally. God I'm getting heart palpitations just thinking about it. Wish me luck, people who don't read this.

I chose, of course, Life of Leaving Home by Yellowcard, 1961 by The Fray, and I'm actually having a bit of trouble with the last song. I'm in a toss up between Tidal Wave by Owl City and I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance.