Mindscape

I Got Tagged Pt. 7

I've been tagged once again by my dear friend Nordic_Norwegian, thank you Felix, so here we go!

Q1) Full name

I'm not going to put my full name because that's not smart, but here's most of it. My name is Madison Whitney B. I really hate my middle name.

Q2) Zodiac sign

I am a Taurus. I'm not really into zodiac stuff so I'm not sure if that's good or bad or whatever.

Q3) Three fears

Spheksophbia - fear of wasps

Fear of bothering people (I haven't found an actual name for this one.)

Atelophobia - fear of not being good enough or imperfection.

Q4) Three things you love

I love my dog Scout, I love my family, and I love my friends.

Q5) My best friend

I don't actually have a best friend, I barely have any friends, so I'll do those!

First is my older brother Taylor. I think, out of anyone, he's the closest to being my best friend. It's very hard for me to make friends in real life, and having a sibling as a friend is one of the greatest blessings I could ever receive, mainly because he was forced to be my friend. Because my dad was in the military, my family was forced to move around a lot, so my brother was the only constant companion I had growing up. We both love the same things and get along very well, despite the stereotype that siblings don't get along (a stereotype I never understood). We are "professional" Star Wars theorist and massive goofballs whenever we're together, which doesn't happen as often as I'd like anymore. We've grown apart a lot after Tay moved away for college. He works all the time, rarely calls, and would rather spend time with his fiancee, who doesn't particularly like our family. It makes me really sad, and I keep telling myself that I'm used to it and over it by now, but there are still moments when it especially gets to me.

Next is LilyCharter, of whom I am basically a fangirl. She's very sweet and funny, and is an amazing artist and writer. She decided to talk to me, of all people, about one of her stories, which makes me feel extremely happy and wanted every time I think about it. I follow her not only on Wattpad, but on iFunny as Isamu and Tumblr as animu-tm. While we haven't been friends for very long, I get very excited about our friendship.

NetherlandsIsMine has been my been my friend on Wattpad the longest. We've had many long conversations about life in general, and helped each other get through our respective problems. NetherlandsIsMine is the first person in a long time that I've felt comfortable talking to about things I wouldn't otherwise tell anyone in real life, which gave me courage to write some of my more personal entrees in this book/journal/I don't know what this is. Our friendship inspires me to fight my anxiety and fear and to be a better person, even though we haven't gotten to talk much lately.

My newest and very exciting friendship is with the very sweet Nordic_Norwegian. To be completely honest, I've wanted to be friends with him for quite a while, since we first interacted on Wattpad. I'm not sure if he remembers, but I accidentally offended him in our very first conversation in the comments of a story, and I felt very very bad. After reading his work, I got an overwhelming feeling that I need to be friends with this person, and it's finally happening! I'm so excited! Nordic_Norwegian is one of the greatest writers I've ever encountered. He's always a gentleman, and speaks so eloquently all of the time. I truly believe, from the bottom of my heart, that he will go on to do amazing things.