little miss popular

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i give up

he doesn't like me anymore

he doesn't even look at me

and he keeps flirting with that girl

it makes me jealous

bUT

i've made the choice to just give up

i have chosen the lesser of all evils

and that is to not try to flirt with him or ask about the candy grams

and try to get over him

i still sit next to him in class

and his presence is still very comforting (even if we don't talk at all)

but i have made the decision to just stop trying

it's not worth it anymore, he's sick of me i think

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this isn't the end of the book, i'll write if anything else happens but i doubt it will

and i'll write a chapter on his last day in class

and i'll write a chapter the first day he's officially dropped out

and that will be the end

because nothing's going to happen

(sorry)

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