little miss popular

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okay so it's 9:58pm on the same day as the previous chapter

i literally was just yelled at and i got really overwhelmed and cried

but i still had homework to do, so i pulled it together and wiped off my salty face

i pulled out my binder to find my paper from class today

remember this (from the previous chapter):

"i love that he steals my papers for a while
i hate that he has to give them back too soon when my teacher sees that he's taken them
i love that he writes on my papers"

yeah

i did too because i thought about his handwriting

and then i remembered the candy grams had his handwriting on them too

ohmygodcompare

that's^^what my brain did

so i literally just compared them

and i'm like, 95% sure it was him

wOW

oh my god

but that was so long ago, in december

he's mentioned a girlfriend and he went weeks without talking to me

until today, obviously

but did he like me? there was a heart on the candy gram...

and even if he did like me 'that way', does he still like me now?

who knows?!

because i certainly don't know myself

but i wish i did