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jesuS CHRIST

THE BOY IS FLIRTY AND HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING TO ME

so he asked to borrow a pencil and i gave him the little blue mechanical pencil

he thanked me

after we work a while, he began poking me in the arm with the pencil point

and i wasn't expecting it so i jumped a little and he laughed

and he started poking my neck and i still jumped

and he kept smiling and chuckling

then he poked my glasses

and i asked "do you find this amusing?"

he said "yes, very much"

and he gradually began lightly tracing over my forearm with the pencil point, sending chills shooting through my body once again

and he started doing it on my elbow and it made me giggle because it tickled

and he gradually made his way down my side with the pencil until he reached my right thigh

and he began tracing on my outer thigh

and i started getting a little, um...

anYWAY

i squirmed and was holding my breath and he says

"something wrong?"

"n-nope, i'm g-good."

"you sure? you seem a little nervous and tense... hmm, why would miss katherine be so nervous?"

he had the biggest smirk i've ever seen

he kept going, moving to the top of my thigh

(tbh ngl at all i liked it)

and he went as far as lightly drawing a line towards my inner thigh, but didn't actually touch me

i let out a shaky breath i'd been holding by giggling:

"ohmygod"

he was laughing so much

he began slowly wedging the pencil between my ass and the chair and leaving it there

multiple times

but i couldn't take the pencil back from him to make him stop because he needed it to work

but he honestly wasn't even working

he was just making me this way on purpose

i was trying to work

it wasn't easy

he kept drawing light swirls on my outer thigh and arm and i was trying not to giggle from the tickles and chills

i was blushing so much

we were analyzing a character's behavior in our novel and my teacher says that the character's actions show that he's scared and embarrassed

and he turns to me and says

"scared and embarrassed? well doesn't that sound familiar; it reminds me of someone, don't you think?"

he's talking about me

that was the moment that i realized that he knows i like him

he knows now

he was still doing the same thing with the pencil until the bell rang

and he drew one more light line up my thigh

with his finger

i froze and he placed the pencil in the middle of my desk

looked into my eyes

smirked at me

and walked out

now, i feel great after all that

but i got to lunch and i remembered that he's leaving

i checked my phone calendar

and my heart dropped

all that good feeling disappeared

he leaves in five days

and today's friday

and i won't see him on saturday or sunday

so i basically have 3 days

that's it

people are telling me to ask him to hang out

but even if i did

my parents would never allow it; he's turning 18 in 5 days too, which is when he's legally allowed to drop out

and my parents are overprotective and extremely judgemental of people and if they even knew of today's events, they'd freak out

they'd yell at me for not telling him to stop

and they'd like, KILL him

they'd never allow me to hang out with him

and if we were a couple, my mom would make me break up with him

which is why i'm upset

because i think now that we're both aware that we both like each other

but idk that he wants to do anything about it

and even if he did or i did, it wouldn't work because i wouldn't be allowed to see him

and he's leaving for like, forever

i don't know what to do

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this book will be over in 5 days

and i doubt you'll get updates in the next two

prepare yourselves for the book to end

as i prepare myself to lose something that i never really had

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