Crush 101

My Love Story

As a teen, lahat tayo, naranasan ang main -love, at ma fall out of love, at hindi naman ako papayag na hindi ko maranasan yan, haha, nagka Boyfriend din ako,but I guess, my intentions are not right,,, 

I don't want to say his name, so let's just call him ex BF.

I don't have any intensions of saying Yes to him talaga sa umpisa palang, it's because, inlove na inlove parin talaga ko ng mga panahon na yon kay Crush!, but, that day, something happend that really broke my heart!

Papasok ako sa school, nakasabay ko si Mark sa isang Jeep, and everyone inside the jeep fades aways at si Mark lang talaga nakikita ko, but when I moved my eyes on his left hand, may iba nang nakakapit, :( (ouchie, I was really planning na bumaba na sa Jeep kaso naisip ko, sayang yung bayad ko :(). I was really in pain that day, at si ExBF lang ang nakita kong handang magcomfort sakin, that's why, sinagot ko sya.... nagka BF ako ng wala sa plano...., wala sa oras....., wala sa puso...., pero hindi ko na mabawi yung OO ko dahil pinaalam nya na kaagad sa mga kaibigan namin and ayoko sya mapahiya....So to make it short, naging kami, and at the end of the day, I realized it was September 25, 2009, Birthday ni Mark!!!!!!!! Paano ko icecelebrate yung Anniversarry namin kung alam kong Birthday ni Mark yun!

I know at some point, nasaktan ko rin si Ex in a way na, hinahanap ko lahat ng features na nagustuhan ko kay Mark, sa katauhan nya, and I felt guilty about that. :(

Si exBF, di sya gwapo, pero he has dimple, like Mark, di rin sya matangkad, I guess magka height lang sila ni Mark, si ExBF, dancer, pero mas magaling sumayaw si Mark, si ExBF, average lang pero si Mark, Intelligent!! Yan ang mga bagay na lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko, and now, you judge me, I'm not fair right? I admit it,

 and after a year with me, I guess napagod na si Ex and he chose to let go of me......

Oo , nalungkot ako, di biro yung isang taong mahigit na halos araw araw kayo magkasama, kahit papaano naman, natutunan ko rin ienjoy yung moment kasama sya, naging mag best friends na rin kami! But on the other side, nakahinga rin ako ng maluwang, maybe because may pagkakataon na naman akong pantasyahin si Mark ng walang humpay!!!!!!

Ituloy ang Ligaya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1hahahhaa

Hay Mark, anong ginawa mo sakin at nagka ganito ko!!