Grayson and I |Grayson Dolan|

29: being his

                   

"why the hell did you say that to him, he broke your heart and you just gave what you had left back to him... i didn't give my heart back to Jack when he because a grade-A dick," Harper ranted as i told her about what happened today.

were were sitting on the sofa watching supernatural with peanut cuddled between the two of us, whenever we had sofa days we could spread our legs along each other to take up more room, it was either that or we fought over who sat on the sofa which was in perfect view for the TV.

"well..." i sighed, "its for the best... i love him and the past month had been hell so why can't i get back with him? whats stopping me?" i said defending myself passionately.

"i am! i am stopping you!" she said jokingly but loudly,

i snorted at her and grabbed another slice of pizza,

"you know, the pizza isn't going to be good for your 'model' body," she said using air quotes,

i rolled my eyes, "when you go to gym relentlessly for a month, let me know how big the pizza craving gets," i said back to her,

"whens your next shoot?" she asked as if she was interested,

"uh... i think i have one on Saturday," i said trying to recall my calendar,

"when are you going to have makeup romance with Grayson?" she asked blatantly whist her eyes were glued to the TV,

"how do you mean?" i asked her as i watched her closely,

"you know... are you gonna kiss on the beach," she said pointing out the cliche's but they were true, we did have our first kiss on the beach and it was great.

"oh probably..." i said back to her brushing off her remarks,

"okay then," she said and the two of us sat in silence watching supernatural,

"can James come over?" i asked her like i needed permission but i kind of did, it was her apartment.

she nodded so i texted him back to say he could,

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"why the hell did you do that?!" James said after i told him about what happened,

"thats exactly what i said," Harper said gloating,

i rolled my eyes at the two of them as James grabbed a piece of left over pizza from the box and complained about the fact that it as cold,

"you know what," i said in a protest, "I'm going to bed, you two are like twins right now and I'm so confused over what the hell to do with Grayson but neither of you are making it very easy for me," i said as i walked off to my room annoyed.

Peanut followed me in and sat by my bed as she was too small to jump on by herself, i got into bed after changing into my pyjamas and picked up Peanut to put her on my bed. i went off to the bathroom to take off my makeup and when i went back to the bed, Peanut was zonked out asleep curled up in a ball. i looked at the clock and noticed that it was almost 11. i also saw that i had  text from Grayson that he had sent about 2 hours ago but i hadn't seen it was my phone had been on charge.

Grayson: thanks for today, I'm so sorry about everything and i love you to pieces, i know i messed up and I'm so sorry. words cant even describe how sorry i am xxx

a smile tugged on my lips and i gave in and smiled so much, i texted him back,

Me: its all okay. i love you so much and I'm sorry for ignoring you the past month. i was just annoyed but today made all of that go away. i want you again Grayson. xxx

he replied almost instantly and my heart melted when i read what he sent,

Grayson: im all yours ;) xxx

i sent him a few kisses and that was that. Grayson was mine again and i was his, thats all i needed to know and thats all i wanted to know.