Unlucky (when bad girl meets good boy)

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Drew's pov

It hurts to know that she chose Max over me, even after all we've been through.

"Drew, I'm scared." Clyde says grasping my hand. "Hey, it's gonna be okay." I smile, squeezing her hand. "Ew guys. Stop the PDA, we're only 14!" Bri says trailing behind us. Clyde turns around and sticks her tongue out. "Real mature Clyde." Brianna says rolling her eyes.

Brianna walks to the bathroom while me and Clyde sit down on a bench. "That was a scary movie." Clyde says, laying her head on my shoulder. "Brianna sure thought so, she practically jumped on me every five seconds in terror." I say staring at a movie poster.

She's silent for a moment. I can't help but stare at her face. She's so beautiful. I'm too scared to ask her out though, I don't want to mess up and hurt her. But it stings when she goes out with other boys, and they end up hurting her. In all honesty, I still think we're to young for dating.

"What do you think about that new movie?" I say pointing to the movie poster I was looking at earlier. "She likes you Drew, a lot." She says looking down, still holding my hand tightly.

What? Somebody likes me? I'm not really good looking, my body is bulky, I've got a baby face, and I have a spray of acne across my forehead. Compared to Clyde I'm the beast, and she's my beauty. I don't even know why Clyde would be caught with someone like me, much less holding hands with me. She's beautiful. Flawless complexion, bright blue eyes, and that beautifully long honey colored hair.

"Who likes me?" I try to not act surprised. "How can you not notice it?!" She says, her temper heating up. "Clyde what are you talking about?" I say trying to calm her down. "She loves scary movies! She hates depending on someone else! She's fearless! But all of a sudden she's terrified and needs to cling to you?" She asks like the answer is right in front of my face. "Clyde, I have no idea what you're talking about!" I yell, getting angry. She walks off to a dark spot and I follow. Clyde glances to the side, and looks back at me.

She looks me in the eyes and leans in.

Oh god, she's gonna kiss me!

I've never kissed a girl before! What do I do?!

As if answering my question Clyde whispers into my mouth, "Don't think Drew." And then she does it. She places her lips on mine and it's electric. It's short and sweet, she pulls back and smiles. "Unfortunately for her, I like you too." She smirks. She goes back in and I decide I want more. I grab her by the waist and pull her closer to me. 

I'm enjoying myself for a while until realization hits me. I'm kissing Clyde, she's kissing me back. I'm not allowed to kiss a girl yet. I pull back, "Clyde, you know I can't do this." I say panting, out of breath. She places her forehead on mine. "I know. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. But I needed to show Bri that you're mine." She says getting up. She cups my cheek, smiles, and then walks away.

Where the heck is she going? My mom is her ride.

I walk out of the dark corner to see Brianna wide eyed. "D-Drew..." She stutters her eyes getting watery. "Brianna it's not what it looks like." I try to assure her, but I'm not doing well because I'm not really sure what happened myself. "Whatever Drew. I knew there was something between you two!" She cries out, running off.

What the heck is wrong with my life?

All I know is that I'm in love with Clyde.

All I could think about was Clyde. Her beautiful face when she was angry. How mad she was at me for asking what happened. I ruined our friendship, and possible relationship. It was all my fault. It was all my fault that she is the way she is.

I stayed on the side of the road, just thinking about how I'm a screw-up.

I finally walked back to the car, but I wasn't willing to pull my face out of my hands. I could hear the footsteps of a person coming closer and closer to me. I already knew who it was before the footsteps stopped. They were the footsteps of me second greatest mistake. "Babe?" Brianna says pulling my Face out of my hands. I probably looked like a wreck. "What happened?" She says sitting down in front of me. There was only one way to know if this whole relationship was a mistake.

I didn't answer her question, I cupped her cheek and made her lips touch mine. She was hesitant at first, but quickly gave in.

It was exactly as I feared. Nothing. I felt nothing. No spark. No connection. The kiss was empty.

She pulled back breathless. She looked down and smiled. "That was... Amazing." She said still smiling at the ground. I couldn't agree, I just smiled. Trying desperately not to hurt her feelings. She looked around for a moment and then back at me. "Where's Clyde?" She asked. I sighed, I knew I had to answer this at some point. "We had a fight, and she's not coming anymore." I stated. She gasped exaggerating. God she is so fake how could I not see it. "Yea, uh, she ran off with Max. She's not coming anymore." She sighed at my comment. "We'll I guess it's a good thing, because I didn't know what to get her." She smiled softly, trying to lighten the mood. I frown, "How could you not have know? It your..." Realization hit me, both Clyde and Bri liked the exact same candy.I looked at her blue eyes, that are originally brown. Then to her side braid that Clyde usually where's, and finally to her nose piercing which Clyde had also gotten recently.

She wanted to be Clyde.

"I really like your brown eyes, Bri." I say testing her. "What? Really? I thought you liked girls with blue eyes." She says confirming my suspicions. "No, I like you." I smile, lying through my teeth. "Okay!" She beams.

I don't know how much longer I can lie to bri.

There is one thing that I know.

I still love Clyde.

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Ew itbs is coming up.

So um we know more about Clyde Drew and bri

Clyde and Drew or bri and Drew?

I ship clew

Later

Lexi