Ashton opened one eye and peeked at Luke who laid beside him with his eyes closed as well. He wanted to get up but he still felt so weak and he just wanted to sink once again in a slumber.
When he woke up again, Luke wasn't laying anymore, he was sitting and all Ashton could see was his broad back.
"You're up?" Luke turned his head and looked down at Ashton who still had his eyes half closed.
Ashton shoke his head and Luke chuckled, he leaned back and laid on his side, facing Ashton.
"It didn't feel good Luke," Ashton confessed in a soft whisper.
"Its because it was your first time."
"No its not, you were too.."
"I know." Luke sighed as he let his fingers brush Ashton's arm.
"And everything still hurts."
"It'll go away in a few hours."
"I don't want to do it again."
Luke wanted to apologize for being rough but he was never the type to apologize and it was hard changing his ways. He let out another sound befor connecting his lips to Ashton's ones in a soft kiss, telling Ashton he is sorry without using his words.
"In the next times you won't feel any pains, I promise."
Ashton closed his eyes again and Luke knew he just wanted to be left alone.
"Want to take a shower?"
"I feel weak."
"I can give you my blood." Luke suggested.
"No." He shoke his head and closed his eyes again.
After a few hours, when Ashton felt better, he left the bed and walked downstairs to eat something and gain some energy. He and Luke talked but distance was clear in Ashton's body and all he did was replying to Luke when Luke talked to him. The pains in his neck still throbbed but he refused to let Luke heal it now.
It was uncomfortable walking around but the ache was bearable.
"I want to do it again." Luke spoke as Ashton took another bite from his food.
"Do what?"
"Sex. Trust me-"
"I did."
"Ashton-"
"You weren't you Luke, its like you turned into a beast-"
"I am a beast. I just don't let you see it."
Ashton stayed silent and Luke hated the twich he felt in stomach wjen he stared at Ashton.
"I want to prove you that sex feels really good, especially for guys. I don't want you to not to have sex ever again."
"For now, I don't want to."
"Just one last time. And if you say no after that, I won't even talk about it ever again."
Ashton didn't replied as he placed the food on the nightstand and walked into the bathroom. He was about to wash his hands but his reflection stopped him. He was shirtless and he saw all the red marks that were planted on his chest, but what really bothered him was the blue marks on his hips and he knew there's more around his thighs. He knew Luke isn't the gentle type but he didn't expected it to be so.. meanless.
He walked back outside and Luke left the window to walk over to him. He pulled with him to the bed and then sat down, letting Ashton in between his legs. He crossed their fingers together and Ashton bite his lips nervously.
"I'm sorry I hurted you." Luke finally managed to say as he let one hand dart on the blue mark of Ashton's left hip.
Ashton flashed him a small smile and Luke pulled him closer.
"One last round, and then it will have to come from you, I promise."
"Okay." Ashton agreed because he could see something different in Luke's blue eyes and how much he wanted to prove him differently.
There was a part in Luke that didn't just wanted to change Ashton's perspective on sex, he wanted Ashton's perspective on him to change. He didn't want him to see him as just brutel and careless when it came to sex because deep inside, he cared about Ashton even though he didn't let Ashton see it.
He pulled Ashton more to him and pulled his thighs so Ashton will be sitting on his lap. Ashton placed his palm on Luke's shoulder to support his weight better and Luke leaned to kiss him. He held Ashton by his waist and started grinding against him, feeling Ashton melting into him.
He pulled down his boxers and then Ashton did the same, not waiting for Luke to do the move this time.
He was with his knees on both sides of Lukes thighes and he knew that he needed to sink down on Luke's shaft but he was hesistatd and when he looked into Luke's eyes, Luke could see it too. Luke guided him down slowly and Ashton winched the more Luke pushed into him.
When he finally sanked completely, Luke started moving slowly, using his hands to lift Ashton a bit and then pull him down. At first nothing happen and Ashton didn't felt the reminds of pain but with it came a foreign feeling.
And then he moaned and Luke knew that was it. Luke jerked his hips up and Ashton's lips parted as he kept gripping Luke's shoulders and staring into his blue eyes. Luke groaned in pleasure and then flipped them by laying Ashton on the bed in one quick movement and then thrusting into him slowly and gently.
Ashton moaned again and his nails dug in Luke's back, giving Luke a push to increase the pace.
When they both came to their high, Luke didn't pull out yet. He let himself fall on Ashton as both boys relaxed from their high. Ashton stared at the ceiling and had a hard time catching his breath with Luke resting on him but he enjoyed the moment as well and he didn't want to ruin it.
That was until he couldn't fix his breath.
"Luke you're too heavy."
Luke chuckled and rolled off of him, laying beside him and staring at the ceiling as well.
"Better?" Luke glanced at him and Ashton nodded with a blush, making Luke laugh.
