When They Believe The Lie (Completed)

Chapter 8 - #Reason

Years Ago...

Dreena's POV

Pakiramdam ko sobrang gulo na ng mundo ko. Apektado ako sa lahat ng nangyayari sa palibot ko ngayon.

First, Kyona is depressed na hindi na siya halos pumapasok because of their break up ni Kram. Second, my parents are monsters that they want me to be perfect in everything and the last one....Miguel doesn't like me.

That's why I didn't want to be in the first section. I don't to be manipulated by my parents to befriend those and these. Lahat ng nasa first section ay ang mga bigating tao and they want me to fit in.

Obviously, they didn't want me to befriend Kyona. Kyona is....average. Hindi. Mas malala pa nga doon. Low-class ika ni Mommy. I was so mad about their opinion in her. I don't want to hear that. Kyona is family. Her family is my family too.

My life is full of shit right now na wala na akong pakialam kung sino ang tinitibok ng puso ko. Kung ano na ang nararamdaman ng bata kong puso. I don't have time for love! But, why did I even felt this? At kay Migs pa. And now, I'm hurt even though he doesn't know I'm hurt because of him.

Nasa library ako at nagbabasa ng libro para sa quiz namin mamaya. Wala nanaman si Kyona. Kahit si Kram wala din. I was left alone. And I'm so worried about the two of them. I think I lost everything.

Bigla akong napatingin sa double glass door ng library. Maingay sila kaya mapapatingin ka sa kanila. Si Miguel ang nangunguna sa mga barkada niya. They're all laughing when they enter the library and because of that, the librarian shut them up.

Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Bakit kailangan ko pang makita ang pagmumukha niya? Ilang araw ko na ba siyang iniiwasan?

Simula nangyari sa rooftop ay nagbago na. Hindi ko na siya nakikita at hindi ko na siya hinahanap, well it's not that easy at first.

Oh, come on, Dreena. Quit thinking of him and focus on your book! I don't have time for that moron.

Si Kris? Binusted ko siya at alam kong alam niya na'yun 'cause maybe Kris will tell him naman because they're friends. Ugh!

"Oh, Migs. Andyan pala ang crush mo!" rinig ko ang panunukso sa kaniya ng barkada niya.

Crush? Sinubukan kong tignan ang nasa gilid ko. It's a boy. At sa kabilang gilid ko naman ay isang babaeng naka glasses. Oh, it might be her. Sino nga 'yun? Si Lauren?

Well, I didn't know she likes nerdy one.

Wala akong oras para sa puso ko. And later I'm off to Kyona's house. My driver, Kuya Valdo is good to me kaya malaya ko siyang utusan pumunta kayla Kyona after class to check on her.

"Shut up!" bulalas ng isang pamilyar na boses. That voice who always complete my day.

And hell if I stay here maririnig ko lang ulit 'yun. How fast things changed nowadays. Back then his voice makes me happy but right now it just makes me so sad. Missing and incomplete.

Tumayo ako para ibalik ang libro sa shelf kung saan ko ito kinuha.

As I stood up sumulyap ako sa banda nila Migs but wala siya doon sa table nila. Nagkibit balikat nalang ako at tumungo na sa mga shelves.

Nang makarating ako shelf kung saan ko ibabalik ang libro ay may narinig akong usapan mula sa likod ng shelf na pagbabalikan ko ng libro.

"Gusto kita. Nung grade six pa. Gusto ko lang naman malaman mo, eh. Hindi naman ako umaasa." sabi ng isang babaeng boses. Napakalambing ng boses niya na kahit ako kung magiging lalake ay manlalambot.