Is it just me?
Like does anyone else lay in their room at night and just think about everything to do with their life?
Here I am laying in bed at 12:50am thinking about my life. Like every good memory and every bad one. All the people I have lost and all new people I have met this school year. I am thinking about my best friends and how I'm lucky to have them because without them I wouldn't be who I am today. I thinking about some of my friends who have walked away from me and how we no longer speak and I start to wonder.....was it my fault? What could I have done different? I think about my ex boyfriends how only a few were serious relationships and the how the others were really not. I think about my current relationship of almost four months and wonder is this the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with?
I think about what the future holds for me. When school starts again I will be a junior in high school and how I only have two more year of school to figure out what I wanna do with my life. Will I graduate high school? Will I get into a good college? Will my grades be good enough? Will I be a failure?
Sometimes everything just becomes overwhelming. When your trying to please everyone because that's just the type of person you are.
So I ask again
Does anybody else do this too?
~Katie~
