3 years is a long time to love someone
To make memories and inside jokes
To simply fall for another human being
To completely give yourself to another person.
To simply be content with one person
But didn't last
You left me alone to fend for myself
Like I was nothing like we were nothing
I gave myself to you
I let you sleep in my bed with me
I let you shower with me
I let you caress my skin
I let you touch your skin to mine
I let your lips touch mine
I let your arms around my body
I let your body press against mine
I let your hands wonder my body
Only thing I didn't give you was my virginity.
Big shock right?
No
There are so many ways to love a person
To show love
So many ways to be intimate
But you're not mine anymore
The wedding was called off
We were called off
Everyone doubted us
We weren't going to last
And
Look they were right
I finally admit it
THEY WERE RIGHT
You gave up on us
On me
I'd take take a bullet for you
But you won't do the same
How can you be fine?
Because I'm not !
I keep telling myself that I am
But I'm really not
Someone said you have a girlfriend already
It's only been 5 weeks
What the fuck
You hurt me deeply
You betrayed me
But I can't change how I feel
I love you
