I found some of my old writings from last summer. I wouldn't really call them poems but I guess they are in a way.
So here is the first one.....
This house no longer feels like home
So why do I stay?
Night is no longer day
I scream and cry, do you hear?
I say I'm alright but that's a lie
You caused my heart to bleed
But your what I need
You never did care
So just increase the tare
You still owe me a reason!
Because I can't figure out why
You betrayed me
But that's okay
I'm done crying
But your not done lying
So here we go over & over
But this time I'm going under
I give up
So just go blow up!
I'm standing alone
Do you have a clone?
Nothing's changed
I am broken
You get a token
I feel lost
You only care about the cost
I finally clean my wounds
Only you don't like that like that
I look you in the eyes
Then I cut the ties
And wave goodbye
Here is the second one......
I'm laying here crying
But also I'm lying
Most importantly I'm dying
I feel like I'm flying
Where's this knife I know I'll be buying
You can't stop me!
You say life has a fee
But I just wanna be free
I know life as no meaning
So why am I leaning?
Why are we meeting?
What are you keeping?
Were you cheating?
I know your not joking
We part ways
We just keep walking
We stop talking
But that doesn't stop the breaking
I reread these and I had to take a moment to breathe. I had forgotten about them to be honest. Once I reread them though the memories of writing them came back to me, and the emotions weren't far behind either.
Not everyone's life is easy. Some people have harder life's than other's do. I wrote what I felt. I wrote what I wish I could have had enough nerve to say out loud.
So never judge a book my it's cover.
~Katie~
