Friday~
Today has been the worst day of my life
I woke up to a text from my best friends mom
I was staying at my best friends house because my mom moved which y'all know
So my friend had to work no problem
I heard her leave early in the morning about 8:30
I had a alarm set for 10
My dad was going to Walmart and I said I'd go with him
He was going to pick me up at 11:30
But he's always early
I had plans to meet up with a friend I went to high school with. We were going to grab coffee and just talk
But I wake to a text from my friends mom
Saying how horrible of a friend I am
That I'm not being supportive
My friend was thinking bout moving to NC
I didn't tell her not to go
I told her think about school and her cats
You know the important stuff
What her mom said broke me
We've been friend since elementary school
Like she is like a sister to me
I called her parents mom and dad
And when her mom said that I didn't care
I broke down right there on the couch of her apartment
I never thought her mom would say something like that to me
She basically said I didn't care
This person was someone I told everything
Now idk what to do
~Sunday Night
I had 2 panic attacks
So I'm continuing this now
I feel like I just lost the last thing I had left
I don't know how to comprehend what happened
We're still talking but it's awkward
It's not the same
It's not how it was
Am I a horrible friend?
I thought she was going to be a part of my life for a long time.
I'm completely devastated.
