"I can't believe she didn't recognize you," Cameron says while throwing a ball in the air and catching it. "She didn't recognize any of us," I say. Jack, Cameron and I went on omegle to meet some fans. But she didn't even know who we are, wait what if she does. What if she gives my number to the public? Shit I don't think things through.
I feel my phone vibrating in my pocket, it's my girlfriend, Amara, calling. Yeah, I shouldn't be calling a girl hot when I'm taken, but me and Amara have been on thin ice lately.
"Hello?"
"Hey babe, when you coming to L.A."
Yeah, I told a lie. My family doesn't travel, I just liked the fact Josie didn't know I was famous. She just saw me as any other kid being bored on omegle.
L.A. Is where I live, and so does Josie and Amara. My last concert is in L.A., which is in a month.
"In exactly one month," I say, smiling. Even though she can't see me. Me and Amara have been together for 3 and a half years, but she doesn't seem to be enjoying it. This is the first time she has called me in the last 2 weeks.
"Yeah I can't wait to see you!" She says excited. As much as want to break up with her, she keeps dragging me back in. We've been together for a long time ,yes, but we have never said I love you. That's what makes me second guess.
I've never said it to any one, and I won't until I meet the right person. "Well um, bye I guess," right as I'm about to hang up she says, "I love you," I freeze.
Shit.
I hang up, not saying a word. What if she says that to me when I'm in L.A.? It's not like I can just hang up a phone and avoid it. She's gonna end up asking why I don't say it, and the fact I'm gonna have to say because I don't love you will break her.
Unknown: hey, it's Josie.
Hell, I've been waiting for her to text me.
Me: oh hey! I've been waiting for your text :)
Josie💕: oh really? Are you already obsessed with me?
Me: oh, you caught me in the act!
Josie💕: so I did? Just don't stalk me.
Me: oh crap, too late.
Josie💕: all the cute boys are either perverts or stalkers. Can't ever get a good one.
Me: Jack is completely normal. Too bad he's tied down lol
She doesn't reply. And it's been 10 minutes, plus it says read. Fuck my life, just ugh.
Amara👑💗: I love you
No, no, no. What do I do?
Me: I love me too.
I laugh a little at my text. Amara loves it when I joke around with her. She also reads it and not replies.
Yeah, she's pissed.
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I laugh as Josie shows me her cat, fluffy.
((They're video chatting))
"That's such a basic name," I say and she frowns. "Cause I'm a basic bitch," she says in a sassy tone. Her acting doesn't last long before she laughs at her actions.
"So, what are you Saturday night plans?" I ask curiously. She sighs, "well," she continues, "I'm finally getting out of the house." I laugh a little. "Oh? And what are you going to be doing?"
"I'm going to a party. My friend wants me to come with her, there's gonna be a lot of people. I just pray I don't get raped or drugged," she says with wide eyes. "Let's hope you don't. Last time I went to a party I lost my wallet," she gasps at my words and I nod.
"Yeah, it was bad. The worst part is I never found my wallet." She sticks her bottom lip out, "I'm sorry about that. I hope I don't lose my purse."
"Let's hope not," I say in a sincere voice. "Will you help me pick out my dress?" She asks with a smile. "Of course!"
"Ok so I have 3 outfits I can't decide between. And your choice will help a lot," she walks out of frame, and I wait for her to come back.
She's showed me the first two, and of course she looked gorgeous. But this last one was breathtaking.
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She looks perfect, as always. "That one," I say while eyeing her body. She blushes while my eyes travel, but I can't help it. She's flawless to me, I would change nothing about her. "You sure?" She asks in a question filled voice. "I'm more than sure."
She smiles and thanks me a million times. "Thank you for the help Shawn. But my friend is here and I have to go!"
"Have fun, and make good choices!"
"I will," she says with a giggle.
And then the screen goes black. Once again, I'm feeling lonely.
