my life now | sequel to cyslm

previously..

"I don't know how I should you tell you but.....," I decided to just say it, " I'm pregnant."

He sat there on my bed staring at me, not saying anything. "It's not mine," he finally blurted.

"What the hell are you talking about, of course it's yours!" Now I was confused.

"You must have slept with another guy, because it's not mine, and even if it was, I don't want to have anything to do with it. No one will know it's mine anyway."

He then walked out of my room and left me. I couldn't help but cry. I fell back on my bed and cried. I cried myself to sleep that night, because he just left me there.

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" HEY WHORE WHATS IT LIKE FUCKING SOME OTHER GUY AND GETTING PREGNANT AND DITCHED BY HIM ! " their words hurt but I didn't let that get to me didn't they know that Ryan is the one who got me this way?

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 I see my friends come walking towards me with unhappy looks on their faces.

 " so you're pregnant."
" yeah."
" wow, when were you planning on telling us? when the baby was due?"
" no."
" wow, what a friend you are an angel." and they walked away. I kept walking towards class when I heard everyone saying, " wow guess angel isn't an angel no more." and snickering.
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" hi I'm Lilian manchester and this is my son alexander manchester."
 " mom I told you I go by Alex."
 " sorry." she said sarcastically towards him. I couldn't help but laugh.

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" Alex?! "
" wow nice to see you here."
" yeah, my mom made me come to school since she signed me up yesterday."

" well, I'm glad she made you come, school started to get boring and now you came it is going to be awesome again,"
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" what are you doing here?!"
 " your mom called me."
" so why are you here?"
" because it's my child."
" now mister if she doesn't want you here you shouldn't be here you may have created the child but I recall her telling me you didn't want anything to do with them."  my grandmother made a point.
" I did but I can't be here for the birth of him?"
" no, you can't my grandma is right I don't want you here."
" angel you can't make me leave."
" but I can." tyler said as he got up standing in front of me.
" oh yeah what are you going to do?"
" well you have two choices either you leave now or I make you and you end up getting hurt."
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I looked up and in the doctor's hands he held my baby. " congrats its a boy!"

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" so whats his name?" tyler asked.
" nathan drew tomsin."

" so you named him after me?"
" yeah I did." tyler's name was originally Nathan drew tomsin but he changed it to tyler drew tomsin.

" do you think we can call him Nate?"
" oh, nice. I love that." I smiled as I handed nate to tyler.
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" uh hey tyler.." " oh hey luke." he smiled at me showing his white teeth. " uhh can I uhh ask uh not ask but uhh do something with uh you?" he chuckled and all I knew next was his lips were on mine.
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 i answered the door to a smiling Alex.
" hola."
" hi." I said with a smile.
" what are your plans today?"
" uhh, i don't know why?"
" uhh because I wanted to know if you could come hang out with me for a couple hours."