Turn Away | c.h

Chapter 28 - Break*

«Stella's pov»

I brought the mug up to my lips, taking a sip as I looked out the window beside me. It was lightly raining outside, the small drops landing on the glass.

That's when I heard Calum make his way down the stairs, jacket clutched in his hands. I glanced over at him, before looking back out to the window, the mug keeping my hands warm. Not much had been spoken between us this morning, apart from a few lazy words here and there. He was leaving this morning, to go get his food, which meant we weren't going to see each other for a few days, and it truly upset me. After learning that I physically did not have the ability to stay away from Calum, it only made the situation so much more worse. I'd overthink every damn second I was away from him, wondering why he wasn't near me. It was a crazy predicament to be in, because he literally had a hold on me and I could do nothing about it.

I looked over at him as he moved to the kitchen, placing his jacket down on the island bench without breaking his path to me. He looked at me, tired eyes lingering in mine. His hands met my thighs, gently pulling them apart to move between them. Then, when his hips were between my knees, his hands softly took the mug from my hands, placing it down on the bench. The second I looked up at him again, his lips moved to mine.

I didn't protest, I instantly kissed him back as his hands were placed on the small of my back. His lips desperately moved against mine, as if he was trying to send a message across to me- it was like he was making a promise. His tongue smoothed over mine, our noses brushing as he leant in closer to me, his fingers trailing along the skin of my thighs.

My heart rate was picking up every kiss he gave me, I collected them all. My hands clutched at his shirt, I didn't even bother to hide how desperately needy I was for him. I didn't want him to leave; I wanted to make this clear.

Without me even realising, since I was so caught up in the way Calum's lips felt against mine, his hand had wandered down to my inner thigh, his fingers softly grazing the skin. I felt a need for him bubbling away at my insides as I continued to kiss him, lips not leaving his even for a second. We had too much time apart to make up for. I knew he'd be gone a while.

Completely lost in the moment, I didn't even register his fingers slowly moving under the band of my undies. It sent shivers down my spine as I felt him begin to touch me in a way, only he had ever done. I sharply breathed, my mouth falling open as he slowly traced his fingers in a figure eight motion, his teeth tugging at my bottom lip.

It was all happening so fast... The pleasure slowly building up, the intensity, the way his fingers buried deep inside. I had no idea how to filter this amazing feeling. I had almost completely forgotten about that fact he was about to walk out of my door, and leave me alone for days.

My body was paralysed in pleasure as my fingers clutched at his hair, his mouth sucking on the skin of my neck. His hand was still moving, fingertips brushing my g-spot with every movement of his. Time had passed me quickly as I focused on the euphoria taking a hold of my body. The familiar knot tightened in the pit of my stomach as he slowly curled his fingers, thumb tracing back and forth over my sensitive nub. I let out a small moan as my head fell in the curve of his neck, breath hitting his skin.

And like that, the pleasure spread across my body. Calum held me, keeping my body close to his as my knees tightened around his waist. The way he held me, I felt so protected and safe, like nothing ever held the ability to hurt me. Calum truly put another meaning to my life. He was all I ever needed.

"Cal," I softly moaned. "Please don't leave."

He didn't answer, only guided me through my high, his lips brushing my skin.