Turn Away | c.h

Chapter 21 - You Make Me*

(The asterisks mean it's involves smut lmao
This chappy is lowkey smutty tho)

I softly pulled his hair, letting out a moan as his lips grazed over my skin. My fingers entangled in his brown hair, back lifting off the mattress as his fingers remained moving.

The cold air brushed against our naked bodies, his legs entwined with mine as his broad shoulders hid me from the darkness surrounding us. My head pushed back in to the pillows as my eyes rolled back, hand sliding down his warm skin. I let out a helpless moan as his lips continued to leave marks on my soft skin, his fingers buried deep.

Our sweaty bodies stuck together as we denied the ability to part from each other. The room around us began to fade as my stomach began tightening in pleasure, and slowly his lips left my skin.

And suddenly, I could no longer feel him. My eyes opened, and my warm body began to grow cold. He was no longer entwined with me as he touched me so intimately... I was alone.

"C-Calum?" I softly called out, feeling my body inch in coldness as I laid there, naked and venerable. He was nowhere in sight.

But a dark figure suddenly appeared from the corner of my eye, his long limbs moving confidentially with each step. I watched him from afar, my breath hitching.

"Calum!" I called out, watching as the darkness moved up to me. He appeared at my feet as I attempted to scramble away. But I couldn't move.

"Calum, please!" I pleaded, staring up at the dark figure. It held no features, no characteristics, just a dark outline and dark, red orbs that stared me down. I was open, venerable and alone and now this figure had ahold of me. I tried to crawl away, but I was tied to the position. I knew there was no way in hell I was getting out of this. Whatever this thing was, I knew it was going to have its way with me.

And it did.

I woke up, gasping for air as I sat up, my body soaked in sweat and fear. Oh god, they were getting worse. My night terrors were getting out of hand, I needed him.

God fucking damn it I needed him so so bad. I need Calum to the point it was absolutely insane, after only spending two days without him, I'd driven myself to the point insanity and back at least a million time. I needed him so fucking back.

I felt the tears running down my face as I tried to calm myself down, my body falling in to hysteria. What the fuck was that dream... It was nice, it was beautiful until the devil used me and raped me. I'd never experienced such paranoia in one dream before, I knew I wasn't going to be able to calm myself down.

But that's when my window slowly opened. I looked up, my arms wrapped around myself. His broad, dark figure slowly made its way in to my room. I watched him, my breath falling heavier as he quietly shut my window, instantly making his way to my bed. I reached out for him.

"Stella, what's wrong... What happened." He soothingly said, moving to my bed. I wiped away my tears with the back of my hand, softly shaking my head.

"Just hold me," I quietly cried, surrendering my self to Calum as he stood before me. I was afraid he'd turn away from the mere sight of me. "Please don't leave."

Calum moved to the bed, climbing under the warm covers. His arms moved around me, pulling me on to him so we were as close as possible. I let him pull me in, his warm body instantly radiating warmth in to mine. My body curled up in his, my cries falling softer as he held me. And in that moment, I realised... It was all I ever needed.

"I-I'm sorry for pushing you away." I quietly said, shaking my head as my voice cracked. "I didn't realise how much I needed you."